bad news
well when i got home from school i walked in my kitchen and heard my mom sobbing, saying that uncle phil died, who my moms been really close with since she was little. he died of a heart attack, but he was just in the hospital yesterday and thats what makes my mom so angry about the whole thing. if the doctor was smart, he would have sent him over to the emergency room for having the chest pains instead of having him take a stress test sometime next week. but now you cant do anything about it, and my mom keeps randomly exploding at me saying things like "YOU WISH IT WAS ME DONT YOU?" at random intervals. i think shes going up to virginia tomorrow... and i think this is really depressing. and yeah, its strange, cause we just randomly went up there like last month for the first time in like 10 years or something..and we really only got to see him a short time.. me and mom were going to go see them before the school year started too but we didnt make it up there. im sure my moms completely beating herself up over that too.i really wish i could have known him better since he was a really cool person. i dont know, things are kind of messed up. he always used to say he'd take me fishing.. and we never got to. his kids arent going to have their dad to walk them up the isle when they get married... and its just bad.