Me vs Them
Honestly........... THIS is why I hate girls.
I want to go out, they have the same time off I do and they would much rather stay at home with each other then go out and meet people. Isn't that suppose to be what the program is all about? We def arn't here to make money, thats for sure. We had such a great time at city walk the other day, but now suddenly I'm the bad guy bc I want to go out again. How much sense does that make? its a freaking Saturday night and all I did was work until 8 then go over to the guys and watch part of a movie. Which is exactly what we do every other night
Don't get me wrong, I adore those guys. They are my family and my best friends, but they all have girls now and its semi akward sometimes just because I am the third wheel. Brian already said that I was his best girl friend and that honestly ment the world to me, but how much can I really hold him to it when he is always with Emily. I don't mean that in a bad way bc I like them together and she is really nice and Brian is more like my brother then anything. I dont even know where I am going with this anymore
Why do I have to feel like the whore when I just want to be social. I love Mandi but she cares way to much what other people think. She was such a fun loving person when we decided to be roommates, where did that person go? I really don't want to deal with a room change because I don't want to pay for it, and the only person I would move in with already has a roommate. I seriously just need to stop letting this bother me. I kinda knew it would happen, it always does.
The program overall is actually amazing. I have my first class Thursday. My book hasn't gotten here and I'm kinda worried but thats about it. World of Disney isnt turning out so bad. I still would have prefered something different then what I do back home, but hey at least I am on really good terms here because I have so much experiance.
Mandi just walked in so I guess here is a good place to end.
I want to go out, they have the same time off I do and they would much rather stay at home with each other then go out and meet people. Isn't that suppose to be what the program is all about? We def arn't here to make money, thats for sure. We had such a great time at city walk the other day, but now suddenly I'm the bad guy bc I want to go out again. How much sense does that make? its a freaking Saturday night and all I did was work until 8 then go over to the guys and watch part of a movie. Which is exactly what we do every other night
Don't get me wrong, I adore those guys. They are my family and my best friends, but they all have girls now and its semi akward sometimes just because I am the third wheel. Brian already said that I was his best girl friend and that honestly ment the world to me, but how much can I really hold him to it when he is always with Emily. I don't mean that in a bad way bc I like them together and she is really nice and Brian is more like my brother then anything. I dont even know where I am going with this anymore
Why do I have to feel like the whore when I just want to be social. I love Mandi but she cares way to much what other people think. She was such a fun loving person when we decided to be roommates, where did that person go? I really don't want to deal with a room change because I don't want to pay for it, and the only person I would move in with already has a roommate. I seriously just need to stop letting this bother me. I kinda knew it would happen, it always does.
The program overall is actually amazing. I have my first class Thursday. My book hasn't gotten here and I'm kinda worried but thats about it. World of Disney isnt turning out so bad. I still would have prefered something different then what I do back home, but hey at least I am on really good terms here because I have so much experiance.
Mandi just walked in so I guess here is a good place to end.