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[sixd9angel]

I don't like to cry. I can feel it coming on sometimes, and I'll do whatever I can to avoid it. But it always 'wins'. The stupidest things might set it off. And once it's out of my system, I'm usually fine for a while. But I just abhor the whole act of it. The runny nose and eventual headache, the sobbing, because once I start, I can't stop.

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[miladyelizabeth]

Wow, I had no idea things had gotten that rough. Any idea if the tremors could be parkinson's related? or due to nerve pinching/damage in your neck?

[sixd9angel]

I love that photo.

Yeah, things have gone downhill fast. They said it isn't Parkinson's, or MS. Did tests for that. They took x-rays and the whatchamacallit tube thing today. So that'll tell me if there are any nerve problems, or if there's a tumor pressing on any area of my brain. It's hard to dial a phone, or pick up things. Though it goes away as well sometimes. It's kinda weird, just started. Like I needed any more problems, right? Lol. How have you been doll?

[miladyelizabeth]

Relatively speaking, just fine! I set up an LLC for my domme business and consulting, so I can see an accountant for my taxes and have a way to have a legitimate business. I am still procrastinating about school. Coby is moving back to GA for school this summer but I'm going to stay put up here for at least another year to finish up the Ph.D. The long distance thing is gonna suck, but hopefully we'll both be so busy we won't notice!

[sixd9angel]

I hope it'll pass quickly for the both of you. At least it isn't across the country. When do you think you'll be done with school? Are you moving back to GA then? If I ever get to the east coast, I'll let you know. A friend of mine who lives at the Cape has been trying to get me down there to visit. Or to move there. Ha. And Lori never gives up on that as well. But I just don't think I could do it. Since I'm not working much I've thought of hopping a Greyhound this summer and coming out for a bit. But that still takes money, and my health is a little too shaky for an extended drive. We'll see.

[kyooverse]

Have they checked for multiple scelorsis (or however you fucking spell that)...

Jesus Dale.

*hugs you tight*

[sixd9angel]

I couldn't spell that to save my life! And yes, they have checked, and it's negative, so far. There are more tests that I should get run, but I can not afford them. Money is a major issue right now, unfortunately.

I know. It seems like one minute I'm fine, then all of a sudden, my life is melting around me. Who threw that bucket of water when I wasn't watching? I'll get my flying monkeys after them....
I need a flying monkey icon. Heh.

*hugs back* Thank you hun.

BTW...Tell Ryan happy Birthday for me.

[witchchild]

*hugs lots*

[sixd9angel]

Thank you! Things seem to be spiraling a bit out of my control. Well, actually that would imply that I ever had control...heh. I used to think I did. I just have to wonder what's going to happen next?

[witchchild]

My comment to everyone today seems to be, simply, BREATHE.

[zura]

That's really horrible. :( *hugs*

[sixd9angel]

It's been Hell. And I've missed seeing you lately luv. How are things?