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So this weekend was pretty freakin' crazy..Friday night...i went out with Tara or Tera or whatever the hell her name was...she has soo many...She was a bigger girl but still cute and fun to talk to...We hung at the blue line for a couple hours..it was a good time...We tried walking around for a bit to see if anything was going on..but there really wasnt...So we went to meet up with her friend...heather...at the Yacht Club??? There was a big sail boating race this weekend and I guess there was a VIP party going on...So we somehow got in!! It was a blast...I had tons o fun...So anyway...we go back to this chicks place...and she starts getting all crazy and weird...telling me..'are you gonna make your move?' why dont you just leave if you arent??? I was like...woah...your crazy...i attract the crazy women...unless...they're all just crazy????? Could be.. But anyway...we slept together...and then i went home...i think it was just getting light out or whatever..but i took a cab back to my place...We texted each other the next day...but for some reason shes giving me the cold shoulder...Oh well...it was all good anyway...I had fun...Ill probably never see her again...
Saturday was even crazier...Woke up to a Voicemail from Angela...she was crying...her boat ended up on the highway...I called Adam..and he said he was on his way to the Beach..the AVP tour was happening..i quickly hopped on the bus and met up with them...to my surprise...Connie was there...she looked freaking amazing...man...i wanted to say so many things to her and i think i missed my chance...oh well...you cant tell someone how to feel...I was i could weave then into her...and make her mine..It was a great time..It went by sooo quick..and she left me feeling soooo uneasy...god...she looked amazing....i hate her...i really do...i just want to be with her...i really really do...fuck....i cant keep on her like this though...it makes me look bad...and she really has a hold of me...i would drop everything to hang out with her...and i would be happy with her...i know i would....
Saturday night...man oh man..hung out at weavers..Caitie was there...and she was looking great...one thing led to another and we ended up laying together...and kissing...and touching...or at least i was touching her....man...what did i do...her relationship isnt going all that well and i may have just done something horrible...i dont want to be breaking up happy homes...thats not me...but if shes not happy and he treats her like that...then...maybe it was for the best...but i do like Caitie...haha...well probably end up together...but she has a lot of things to work out...namely...she lives with her boyfriend....they have a house together...that's insane...really really really insane...
Then Sunday...went to the beach again...hung out with Angela this time...i know for sure that i dont want to be with her...and i dont think she wants to be with me but man...shes still fucking nutzzzzooooo...i dont know what to do about her...but im sure that will work itself out...
Saturday was even crazier...Woke up to a Voicemail from Angela...she was crying...her boat ended up on the highway...I called Adam..and he said he was on his way to the Beach..the AVP tour was happening..i quickly hopped on the bus and met up with them...to my surprise...Connie was there...she looked freaking amazing...man...i wanted to say so many things to her and i think i missed my chance...oh well...you cant tell someone how to feel...I was i could weave then into her...and make her mine..It was a great time..It went by sooo quick..and she left me feeling soooo uneasy...god...she looked amazing....i hate her...i really do...i just want to be with her...i really really do...fuck....i cant keep on her like this though...it makes me look bad...and she really has a hold of me...i would drop everything to hang out with her...and i would be happy with her...i know i would....
Saturday night...man oh man..hung out at weavers..Caitie was there...and she was looking great...one thing led to another and we ended up laying together...and kissing...and touching...or at least i was touching her....man...what did i do...her relationship isnt going all that well and i may have just done something horrible...i dont want to be breaking up happy homes...thats not me...but if shes not happy and he treats her like that...then...maybe it was for the best...but i do like Caitie...haha...well probably end up together...but she has a lot of things to work out...namely...she lives with her boyfriend....they have a house together...that's insane...really really really insane...
Then Sunday...went to the beach again...hung out with Angela this time...i know for sure that i dont want to be with her...and i dont think she wants to be with me but man...shes still fucking nutzzzzooooo...i dont know what to do about her...but im sure that will work itself out...