work it girl!!!!!!!
its now 1.20am and ive just got in from a night out at the pub with clair and raquel which was fairly good. its been a while since i've had a goos night out and to say i was drunk would be a slight understatement. it was really fun and therapeautic to have a night out with the girlies cos i don't feel quite so.... weird and lonely/ strange. speaking to claire always makes me feel that i'm not quite as alone as i sometimes feel so it was good. altho when i drink with claire i always end up feeling morose and reflective but in a good way if thats possible. lol. but i don't feel quite as weird/strange/ disconnected when i drink with c+r cos they have just as many if not more probs as me!!