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You know what's not fair?
My entire day is dependent on medication.
I take it as soon as I wake up.
I have to wait at least an hour before I feel well enough to actually do anything.
Even if I do feel "well" enough, the amount of energy I have is still not enough to get me to do anything.
And today Siv really wants to go out. And I want to go. Well, I want to WANT to go.
She leaves in 3 days.
And I don't know what I am going to do without her!
So I want to make these few days meaningful, but my body and my mood won't let me.
I'm eating and drinking coffee so maybe that will help.
I figure a bus trip to the sculpture garden won't be too stressful.
Side note: I have so much to write about, but I can't right now.
including:
Court case
Reunion
Finals
Lady problems
Boys
My entire day is dependent on medication.
I take it as soon as I wake up.
I have to wait at least an hour before I feel well enough to actually do anything.
Even if I do feel "well" enough, the amount of energy I have is still not enough to get me to do anything.
And today Siv really wants to go out. And I want to go. Well, I want to WANT to go.
She leaves in 3 days.
And I don't know what I am going to do without her!
So I want to make these few days meaningful, but my body and my mood won't let me.
I'm eating and drinking coffee so maybe that will help.
I figure a bus trip to the sculpture garden won't be too stressful.
Side note: I have so much to write about, but I can't right now.
including:
Court case
Reunion
Finals
Lady problems
Boys