oh how i've forgot what it's like.
today my friend jenny and I reviewed our former lj entries. i dont want to say that it was pathetic, because i know that everything in my life is based on experiences and is, thusly, building upon itself. however, it was a little disheartening. i cant believe that in my past i seemed so sure of my future. i feel like im losing momentum, lately.
the summer air is thick and full of moisture.
i was talking to two friends today about how little i knew and how id hate to document something that i would find naive later on. i realize the inevitability, though. at least, hopefully that is inevitable. reading the old posts was refreshing despite being littered with angst. it reminded me that i have really become a much more confident man and have (slightly) matured.
speaking of maturity...
i asked,
"jenny, do you think you're an adult?"
to which she replied,
"no."
then i asked myself.
"i dont know, jenny"
i said.
"i think the fact that i dont know means that im not."
a pause.
"wow, that was really insightful. maybe i am!"
seriously though, one day ill have this all sorted out. actually, ill probably just get really busy and involved in my career/family and forget that i ever took the time to ask myself such useless questions.
the summer air is thick and full of moisture.
i was talking to two friends today about how little i knew and how id hate to document something that i would find naive later on. i realize the inevitability, though. at least, hopefully that is inevitable. reading the old posts was refreshing despite being littered with angst. it reminded me that i have really become a much more confident man and have (slightly) matured.
speaking of maturity...
i asked,
"jenny, do you think you're an adult?"
to which she replied,
"no."
then i asked myself.
"i dont know, jenny"
i said.
"i think the fact that i dont know means that im not."
a pause.
"wow, that was really insightful. maybe i am!"
seriously though, one day ill have this all sorted out. actually, ill probably just get really busy and involved in my career/family and forget that i ever took the time to ask myself such useless questions.