Getting Good!
Wow, to say that it has been so long is an understatement.
I don't even know where to start. Even if it came right up and slapped me in the face.
I am a mother to a daughter whom is now seven. I am her only parent but she is definitley a blessing from god. Despite all of the hardship that has come our way the life we have together is very lovely. I live in a one bedroom apartment in langley and have two cats. These three keep me on my toes. One cat is named Blue and the other is named Finn. We are getting a puppy who is about to be born in the next 24 hours. I am stuck on names.
Believe it or not i am still single. I just do not feel the urge to be with anyone. I do not even know if i am attracted to men anymore. Hah, just kidding. I though have found myself very attracted to women in the last few years. I think it is mainly to do with social media. I could never be with a woman. Thought about it a lot but i would never physically act on the opportunity if it was presented to me. Now, i definitely could be in an emotional relationship with a woman. Hands down no problem. Isn't that what a best friend is though?
I no longer drink alcohol despite working for a liquor store. I feel so badly serving people alcohol. Contributing to their fiancial issues, personal problems and hardships. Some people do use alchol socially and recreationally. Also, it is used to celebrate with a lot. A lot of people i do serve do not have problems but could develop a problem. That being said i have started to look for alternate work.
We are in the beginning of a global pandemic. I would of never thought that i would be living through a pandemic. This was started by a rat in Wuhan, China. The technical term is Sars-Covid-2-Covid19. Everyone calls it the coronavirus and covid for short. A lot of people are posing with the alcholic beverages on social media. The pandemic will be remembered for Toilet Paper, Hand sanitizer, lysol wipes and corona beer. Also, hand sewn face masks and gloves. Lets not forget how the plexi glass business is booming.
This is what the current numbers are as of today.
Worldwide
Confirmed
4.63M
Recovered
1.68M
Deaths
311K
During this pandemic i have managed to pay out almost all of my debt. I am going to start to rebuild my debt and save as much money for a down payment on a house. It may be here in BC or on the other side of Canada out east somewhere. It is hard to save money though with how expensive my rent is and raising a child alone. This is one of my goals though. I could get to my goal a lot quicker if i could just quit drinking Starbucks.
I have been doing a lot of self reflecting. It is cool when you learn about yourself and figure out where you need to make adjustments and grow. A lot to go through still but i am excited to make the discoveries.
TaTa For Now!