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i think i need a life. haha. i want to do more things... or yah.
saturday was kind of lame, i mean it wasn't so bad but me and dani were like ummm...what are we doing.
i kind of want more friends.
and to go to more shows, well, or any at all, since i don't go to any. ok u get it.
why am i running for asb treasurer? that's a question. it's so random, i guess it's come down to that i'm running so i have something to do and feel important. if i'm not involved with anything i get bored and it sucks and i feel bad that i'd rather be doing something else.
yah i thinl it's like we used to hang out w/ carter and people and now we don't so yah. but it's all good.
i think i have to be more optimistic, life is better when you see things as being happy
-boyfriend(and all that comes with it, our relationship is in a good place right now, and we're in love and i like it. can't wait to see him tomorrow.)
-my parents are being pretty cool, considering how they were being kind of fucked up for a while, and the wierd only 2 sleepovers a month thing is still in action but w/e it's ok i suppose i just statigically plan them.
-friends, actually recently i've felt kind of distanced from friends and i don't like it, even when it's my own doing. but we're counting good things. yep they're still there...haha. yah thanks to friends who are there for me and i'm able to tell them things...maybe not everything, but have i ever been like that? hrm not really.
-people who make me laugh even though i have the fucking hanibal rubber bands and i'm not going in for another appointment for like 3 weeks because she's going on vacation..but it's ok, i've had them on for like 2 years what's another month?
-good music as always, god what would i do with out it? die. but yes my XO is still maintaining me and i love it.
-sleep is always good
-school isn't so bad, actually parts i really enjoy. history's pretty cool, my favorite subject and i enjoy all our dicussions. and i just turned in my short story i wrote for english and i ended up likeing writing it after i got started. oh and i get to do yoga in pe and that deffinatly is cool it makes me feel awsome. french is cool but chanllengeing, meh it's good though i just want to be able to understand and it's hard but i'll survive.
-i made tapioca pudding last night
i really want to go to the beach
i want to have fun, s'amuser
i want to dance
i want go to six flags and scream my guts out
i want to be able to take good pictures.....just do something artistic
i want to be able to see, i have this thing sometimes where i 'm really not in the moment, like my vision is glazed over and everthing's just a dream. it stoped for a while but a few days ago it began happening again, i think it's just like a absence of doing really anything this weekend, i have to be busy or i get like closterphobic in my life. so yah.
ok i have to stop
bye
oh yah an who is booksofbokonon? just wondering it's probly wierd but i just couldn't figure it out and im curious.
saturday was kind of lame, i mean it wasn't so bad but me and dani were like ummm...what are we doing.
i kind of want more friends.
and to go to more shows, well, or any at all, since i don't go to any. ok u get it.
why am i running for asb treasurer? that's a question. it's so random, i guess it's come down to that i'm running so i have something to do and feel important. if i'm not involved with anything i get bored and it sucks and i feel bad that i'd rather be doing something else.
yah i thinl it's like we used to hang out w/ carter and people and now we don't so yah. but it's all good.
i think i have to be more optimistic, life is better when you see things as being happy
-boyfriend(and all that comes with it, our relationship is in a good place right now, and we're in love and i like it. can't wait to see him tomorrow.)
-my parents are being pretty cool, considering how they were being kind of fucked up for a while, and the wierd only 2 sleepovers a month thing is still in action but w/e it's ok i suppose i just statigically plan them.
-friends, actually recently i've felt kind of distanced from friends and i don't like it, even when it's my own doing. but we're counting good things. yep they're still there...haha. yah thanks to friends who are there for me and i'm able to tell them things...maybe not everything, but have i ever been like that? hrm not really.
-people who make me laugh even though i have the fucking hanibal rubber bands and i'm not going in for another appointment for like 3 weeks because she's going on vacation..but it's ok, i've had them on for like 2 years what's another month?
-good music as always, god what would i do with out it? die. but yes my XO is still maintaining me and i love it.
-sleep is always good
-school isn't so bad, actually parts i really enjoy. history's pretty cool, my favorite subject and i enjoy all our dicussions. and i just turned in my short story i wrote for english and i ended up likeing writing it after i got started. oh and i get to do yoga in pe and that deffinatly is cool it makes me feel awsome. french is cool but chanllengeing, meh it's good though i just want to be able to understand and it's hard but i'll survive.
-i made tapioca pudding last night
i really want to go to the beach
i want to have fun, s'amuser
i want to dance
i want go to six flags and scream my guts out
i want to be able to take good pictures.....just do something artistic
i want to be able to see, i have this thing sometimes where i 'm really not in the moment, like my vision is glazed over and everthing's just a dream. it stoped for a while but a few days ago it began happening again, i think it's just like a absence of doing really anything this weekend, i have to be busy or i get like closterphobic in my life. so yah.
ok i have to stop
bye
oh yah an who is booksofbokonon? just wondering it's probly wierd but i just couldn't figure it out and im curious.