Oct 18, 2007 21:05
GOD DAMN IT!
i'm starting to hate talking to him (my fiance)! i am so sick of talking about the stupid navy and his boring (but somewhat dangerous) job he has there. and he's always having some freak accident! "babe dont be mad but some jet fuel got in my ear" or "i fell off a ladder and hurt my back" >_> i worry about him but, is it wrong for me to get tired of dealing with redundant nonsense >__>
but anyways. on his last visit here he slept most of the time. just slept. he didn't wanna go to dinner or see a movie or anything like that.
lol, i couldnt wait to get home.
when i'm mad at him, he cries and is sad and gets worried that i'm gonna leave him. and then i feel guilty for thinking about leaving him.
i'm so screwed...