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The rugby formal, and my birthday, was friday night. I tried to reconcile things with Vanessa, having realized how important she really is and how deeply I love her. She said no. I have been drunk since.
I am still drinking now.
I get physically ill when I think of her with another man. Like I'm about to throw up.
Drinking will solve this, eventually. It can do it. I believe in it.
But if I'm drunk next time we talk.
That's why.
I am still drinking now.
I get physically ill when I think of her with another man. Like I'm about to throw up.
Drinking will solve this, eventually. It can do it. I believe in it.
But if I'm drunk next time we talk.
That's why.