Pop rocks and Coke make your stomach explode
I love sleepless nights. Don't you? I know it sounds a little awkward, but it actually gives me some much needed "me" time, for lack of a better phrase. I've been so caught up with taking care of other people that my life is literally lost in the midst of nothingness. I feel like my soul has been taken away from me. And this is the emptiest I've ever felt in my life. I know I shouldn't feel this way. But I've got to be honest with myself. I want to go out and explore new things. I want to take Kaida with me, not Joseph. He can stay behind. I love him, but he needs to grow up. He can't sit around all day playing the sick little child when we have a child of our own to take care of. He needs to understand that sitting around all day with his Gameboy is NOT looking for a job. And he needs to understand that he's setting aside his own wife and daughter to play Pokemon.
I don't know what to do. I should've stayed in Florida. Things would've been a lot better for Kaida and I. I can admit it would've been harder to get by, but we wouldn't have Joseph dragging us to Never-never land with him.
I don't know what to do. I should've stayed in Florida. Things would've been a lot better for Kaida and I. I can admit it would've been harder to get by, but we wouldn't have Joseph dragging us to Never-never land with him.