Sep 12, 2005 13:23
so its jamie's 21st birthday. holla back to him. but that's where i am right now. his roommate is the white jock guy listening to rap and such. i just finished an online survey for my communications class and jamie is at his last class of the day. i'm prolly gonna leave because i need some actual food in me soon. my stomach is shakey; we drank alot last night. but its tradition. oh well. and i just lost one of my other friends recently. he pulls this "cry for help" bullshit and and pulled the "you sleep with men" low blow because thats just how we get at each other. when we are pissed, he and i both go for the groin. that is what we had to bond together. but it's ok now because he thinks i lack compassion just because i knew his mommy and daddy can bail him out even though he's pulling the "independent and broke" college scene excuse. i feel closer to his mom lately than i do with him. maybe if he acted like part of their family and maybe tried to bond with his parents instead of pulling the jaded teenager act then they would be a little more open with their wallet. but i'm done bitching. he used to mean so much to me. i didnt know he started pulling the stick out of his ass to proceed with beating people with it.
i'm just really anxious lately. i dunno. i just need to do my homework and stop putting it off. i got most of it done yesterday before i came to boston, but i still have to read the last book in my lesbian studies novel. but i dont consider that homework. its a pleasure to read. meh. i'm done with writing.
~*Sith*~