Shinji and Asuka, Chapter 1.6
Alright, time to end chapter 1!
Asuka sat back down without another word and began eating her meal. Misato watched the two teens as they both avoided each other's gaze. The silence was unnerving as no one said a word. Deciding she wanted to find out what had happened between the two, Misato broke the unfriendly silence.
"So umm…what did you guys do today?" she asked tentatively.
Tlaloc: “Do you really want to know?”
"Nothing" they both replied in unison, remnant of their sync training.
Tlaloc: Don’t remind me of actually enjoyable episodes, dammit!
Both teens returned to their meal in silence. It was obvious to Misato she would get nothing from them today. Shinji was slightly relieved that Asuka was not going to announce what had happened.
Aziz: Because this fic is unjust.
When Asuka finished her meal, she went straight to her room, not even bothering to put her dirty dish in the sink. Misato finished next, standing up and depositing her and Asuka's plate into the sink. The Major went for the fridge, took out a beer and gulped it down. As it was pretty late Misato decided she would go to sleep, leaving the young boy alone in the dining room. Soon Shinji had finished his meal and he went back into the kitchen to wash the dishes.
Tlaloc: Quetzalcoatl, when will this end?
Quetzalcoatl: We’re almost done, don’t worry.
Fallen: Ugh, finally.
Suddenly the house seemed extremely quiet. As Misato had switched off all the lights except for the kitchen and dining room when she went to sleep, it seemed Shinji was surrounded by darkness. The hot water from the tap did little to relax him as he washed the dishes. Finishing up, the boy then proceeded to switch off the lights and go to his room. As the house was plunged into darkness, the boy felt a little uneasy as he made his way to his bedroom.
Aziz: A little uneasy? We’re still waiting on that artisanal castration here!
Entering his room he went straight to his bed, wanting nothing more than to go to sleep and forget what had happened.
Fallen: Yeah, same.
As much as he tried, the young boy could not fall asleep. Shinji felt guilty, the real impact of what he had just done had finally settled in; he really had gone too far. He couldn't help constantly tossing and turning in his bed; he felt so restless. Deciding he wouldn't get to sleep for a while, the young boy got out of bed.
Quetzalcoatl: What’s he gonna do, though? Besides suicide or calling the police, I don’t know if he has any good options.
Aziz: Running away forever? Which is basically suicide lite...
The only thing that could put him at ease would be paying Asuka a visit
Aziz: Oh, great.
and as such he crept out of his room, so as not to wake Misato, and sneaked to her door. Shinji didn't dare knock as he slipped open her door and went inside. Closing the door behind him, he looked at Asuka's bed. Shinji could see she was awake, but she hadn't noticed him come in. He walked across the room and sat down on the edge of her bed. At this she looked up and saw him.
Tlaloc: Quetzalcoatl, did your phone just buzz?
Quetzalcoatl: So it did. Looks like the second rape is coming in soon...
Fallen: What.
"What the hell are you doing here?" she hissed.
Tlaloc: Guess.
"I came to say sor-" he started.
"What? You are so unbelievable! What does saying sorry do now? Nothing can fix what you've done!" Asuka said her voice rising a little.
Quetzalcoatl: She speaks the truth.
"But…" Shinji said frantically.
"Will you just shut up and get out of here! I would have preferred you coming in here to rape me again than to listen to this!" she blurted out.
Fallen: Careful what you wish for!! D:
"But Asuka, I just got so angry, I really didn't mean to do it, I just lost control" Shinji said tears threatening to run down his cheek.
Aziz: “But you made me hit you, sweetie!”
"I can't believe how pathetic you are! Take responsibility for your actions!" she said turning away from him.
Tlaloc: Don’t say that. Please don’t say that...
Asuka noticed he had reverted to his old self again. She thought that maybe her rape would have at least given him a spine or some confidence,
Fallen: ...why…??
but it benefited neither side.
Quetzalcoatl: That’s kind of expected with rape...
It pissed her off that he was trying to make it seem like it wasn't his fault. But what annoyed her even more was that during the ordeal, he was in power, wasn't stumbling over words or saying sorry and now he was behaving like a crybaby.
Tlaloc: Are there any rape victims that would act this way?
Aziz: Maybe one who just completely disassociated themselves from the whole event and are in some level of denial about it. But I’m not sure that’s what Asuka is supposed to be doing here...
Shinji himself didn't know what to think or do. He noticed a slight disappointment on her face before she covered it with her mask again. It was like she couldn't believe he was behaving like this after doing what he did. 'She's right' he thought 'I need to take responsibility for my actions, I can't just say sorry for this. No matter what she did it was my fault'
Quetzalcoatl: And you know what responsibility means, right?
Tlaloc: More rape, right?
Quetzalcoatl: Ri-no! What’s wrong with you!?
Tlaloc: Well, close your eyes then.
Fallen: Aziz, are we hypocrites for saying a story has too much rape in it?
Aziz: Nah.
Deciding on a course of action the male eva pilot grabbed the redhead and pressed her flat on her back. Surprised, the young girl looked up at him quizzically.
Quetzalcoatl: All these epithets are annoying me.
Though she didn't really notice it, she was getting a little excited. The young boy could smell the soap and shampoo on Asuka and her scent intoxicated him.
Fallen: Bruhhh what kind of soap and shampoo they use here?
Shinji went and reached under her skirt, pulling her panties down.
Tlaloc: Of course. Of course.
"What are you doing?" she gasped. "I wasn't being entirely serious before"
"I'm just taking responsibility for my actions," he said simply.
Asuka didn't know why but she felt like smiling,
Aziz: Of course, if her mind’s completely broken (note: not a psychiatric term), she could have basically any reaction to rape and it would still make sense. Or be believable, at least. Making sense and being believable are so not the same thing.
Fallen: Especially when it comes to the human mind!
however she forced herself not to, keeping a scowl on her face. Shinji brought his mouth down onto her lower lips and started licking up and down her slit;
Tlaloc: I’ll take “euphemisms for the vaginal area” for $500, Alex.
after Asuka's shower her vagina was cleaned of all previous actions. After being raped the redhead couldn't understand why her body didn't flinch or resist Shinji's actions.
Fallen: Thanks for bringing up that she’d been raped several hours ago, fic. Almost forgot about that.
The young girl moaned as he continued his actions; it felt surprisingly pleasant. The redhead didn't really see a point in suppressing her noises, technically she had sorta asked for this.
Tlaloc: I really wouldn’t classify this as consent, though...
The young boy took this as a sign to continue and begun playfully circling his tongue around her vagina lips, eliciting more moans from the redhead. Shinji could see she was getting very wet and decided to slip his tongue inside.
Quetzalcoatl: At least there’s the very, very slight implication that Shinji would have stopped if she hadn’t given what he viewed as consent?
Tlaloc: I bet he would’ve taken anything as consent, though.
"God" she cried.
Aziz: *as God* Leave me out of this, my child.
"Shhhhh, Misato's asleep" he whispered.
Tlaloc: I’d rather she woke up and broke this up.
Asuka just looked up at him with a glare. Ignoring it the young boy continued, darting his tongue in and out of her, exploring her insides and licking her sensitive areas. The young girl was getting closer and closer to the edge quite fast. Noticing this he stopped, giving himself a break. Asuka looked down at him questioningly, wondering why he had stopped. After waiting for a few minutes till she relaxed, he started again and Asuka just shrugged it off.
Aziz: Orgasm dep in 3, 2...
However just before she was about to cum, he stopped again, waited and started again. Now the redhead was growing irritated; he was doing it on purpose.
Aziz: Called it.
Fallen: Oh, like it’s hard. Every shitty rape/abusefic has to have that in there somewhere.
"Shinji" she said in frustration.
"What?" he asked innocently.
"You know precisely what," she warned.
Quetzalcoatl: How is this a warning?
"No I really don't" he replied cheekily.
There was no way Asuka was going to beg him to make her cum and so she remained silent. The young boy continued denying her the orgasm and could see her growing more and more frustrated. Deciding he would stop torturing her, he moved his mouth over her swollen clit, attacking it relentlessly. The young girl cried out in pleasure as he sucked and licked her sensitive bud, driving her mad.
Tlaloc: I feel like this is so c/p. Bor-ing.
Quetzalcoatl: Now’s not the time, Tlaloc-
Tlaloc: Dude, something can be horrifying and boring.
The redhead finally screamed in orgasm, which she muffled with her pillow. The young boy quickly drank her juices as she cummed into his face. Her cum tasted nice and sweet
Fallen: Okay, so… not exactly an expert here, but… don’t most bodily secretions taste kind of salty and/or bitter?
Aziz: Time to taint my Google search history again.
Fallen: This wouldn’t even be the worst thing…
Aziz: Eh. Either way, Google says that ~every vagina is unique~ so the flavor of it is apparently all over the place. Could be sweetish, could also be salty or “tangy”...
and so he made sure to lick up as much of it as he could. Asuka came down from her climax, sweating and panting. She couldn't believe that it had felt so good. As the young boy moved to start again, the redhead kicked him away.
Tlaloc: Fifty bucks he doesn’t care.
Quetzalcoatl: I don’t take losing bets.
"No more" she said sternly.
"Mmmm you sure taste nice Asuka" Shinji commented.
She just remained silent, why would she care?
Quetzalcoatl: Amen.
"Wanna taste me Asuka?" he asked smugly.
Quetzalcoatl: *sighs*
Tlaloc: I bet she wouldn’t. Just saying.
Fallen: Wait, isn’t the line here usually “Wanna taste yourself?” and then he starts tongue-kissing her without wiping his mouth?
"Why the fuck would I? You're being too bold Shinji" she said irritated.
Quetzalcoatl: Preach!
However Shinji had already slipped his pants and boxers off, bringing his cock to her face.
"No way! That's something I will never do!" she replied stubbornly, moving her hands in front of her face.
"Come on Asuka, I gave you oral sex, shouldn't you do the same favour for me?" Shinji asked.
Aziz: *flatly* Bite it off.
"No I shouldn't! Besides I didn't tell you to give me oral sex now did I?" she replied.
"Come on Asuka, please open your mouth," he pleaded.
"I will not!" she said with finality.
Tlaloc: Unfortunately, it won’t end here, will it?
Quetzalcoatl: And why do these stories always have to have oral sex too?
Fallen: People think it’s easy to write when it’s really not.
The young boy sighed. He knew he should probably just go back to his room now, but he really wanted to know what it felt like. What he was doing now was probably only compounding the problem, but after doing it once it wasn't as hard now. Deciding he might as well try, Shinji reached his hands under her shirt and started tickling her ribs.
Tlaloc: This sounds like the WAFFy kind of thing that Tlazolteotl would write.
Aziz: Tickling ribs so that she opens her mouth for him to stick his dick in? Hm, wish I could say that’s a new one, but WAFF that is not.
Tlaloc: I just mean the tickling. Not the sticking his dick in her mouth…
…
Then again, I wouldn’t be entirely surprised if she wrote that too, but I don’t think she’d mar her ~favorite ship~ by writing it as anything besides 100% consensual.
"Damn it! You can't do that," Asuka said threatening to laugh.
"Oh yes I can" Shinji said grinning slightly.
The young girl tried to fend off his hands as he tickled her, however inevitably she let out a laugh from the tickling and he shoved his cock into her mouth while it was open.
Fallen: Reminder that tickling is a legitimate kink!
Quetzalcoatl: Second reminder that these people are 14!
The redhead just glared at him, wanting nothing more than to sink her teeth into him.
Aziz: Don’t let your dreams be dreams.
Shinji wasted no time and started to move his cock in and out of her mouth. He groaned in pleasure as her warm mouth enclosed his cock.
Tlaloc: And her warm teeth?
"Asuka please, can you not just sit there and do nothing, at least suck it or use your tongue" Shinji said insistently.
The redhead replied, saying something muffled by his cock he couldn't decipher.
"My cock stays in your mouth till morning if you don't" he advised.
Fallen: *clacks teeth together ominously*
Asuka didn't think he could keep his cock erect till morning, but didn't really see a point in resisting anymore. He had already done so many things to her it just didn't matter anymore. Relenting, the young girl began sucking his cock and sliding her tongue along the underside. At this the young boy groaned in pleasure again.
Tlaloc: And now she’s given up.
Fallen: Ooh.
"Good girl" he said while patting her head.
Quetzalcoatl: Treating her more like a dog than a human being...
Shinji could feel a burning sensation
Aziz: Excuse me?
and was surprised that he was already so close to cumming. "I'm very close Asuka, get ready," he announced.
The redhead looked up at him and glared as acknowledgement. Unable to hold it in any longer, Shinji released his seed inside her. Asuka gagged, a bit surprised at the amount. Knowing she would choke, she forced herself to swallow his semen. The young boy then removed his cock from her mouth.
Tlaloc: Well, from what I remember “Power Plays” had the worse version since there Asuka panics before Toji ejaculates and, well, it wasn’t pretty…
Aziz: Remind me to re-read the ‘sporking’ of it sometime, then...
"That felt real good Asuka, how did I taste?" he asked.
"Revolting!" she answered instantly.
Quetzalcoatl: It was revolting, too!
At this he smirked a little and got off of her. "Well goodnight Asuka" he whispered.
"Goodnight!" she hissed back.
The male eva pilot stood up from her bed and pulled his pants back up. After that he walked out of her room and snuck back into his own room. Shinji was a little bewildered at how events had transpired,
Fallen: I don’t want to “wow, same” a rapist, but wow, same.
but he felt a lot better now and got to sleep with much less difficulty.
Quetzalcoatl: At last, the second rape is done.
Back in Asuka's room, a war waged inside the young girl's head. It seemed Shinji had lost his spineless wimpy attitude again and she couldn't say she disliked it. It was good that he had stopped whining, but still he didn't deserve to have her. However he had relieved much of her sexual frustration and besides it was only Shinji and no one would find out.
Tlaloc: How long does it take a rape victim to start internalizing?
Aziz: Depends on the person.
Fallen: Don’t know enough about Asuka to say for sure. But since she’s, like, prideful, I think the internalizing and denial would actually start pretty fast… telling herself she must have really wanted it, because if she didn’t, she totally could have fought him off, y’know?
The redhead supposed she could use him a little bit; after all she couldn't change what had happened so she might as well use it to her advantage. Although she didn't really like the fact that he had taken her virginity and forced her to suck his cock, it felt better than listening to his constant babble and watching his good boy act.
Quetzalcoatl: Somehow I doubt that.
Almost all of her was screaming at her to make Shinji pay, but she supposed using him would serve as good enough retribution. Asuka silenced the war in her head and went to sleep.
Tlaloc: And at last chapter one is done. Went on way too long, if you ask me.
Fallen: And how!
End notes: Sorry for the first chapter being so dark, I needed this to happen for the rest of the story to progress. I assure you this will be the only rape scene. All of you put off by this chapter please at least read the next one and see how far you get. Nothing like this happens again.
Quetzalcoatl: *receives another text* Sith’s saying that there’s another next chapter and multiple other counts of sexual assault or harassment.
Aziz: The first rule of fanfiction is: Authors are always liars.
Chapter Summary: After Shinji snaps at Asuka, he proceeds to rape her. After taking her virginity he feels deep regret for what he had done and Asuka is extremely furious at him. Misato arrives back home, but both Shinji and Asuka had already had a shower and so Misato doesn't know what happened. During supper Misato tries to find out what happened as she notices their behaviour but is unsuccessful. As Asuka and Misato leave Shinji is left alone. Shinji cannot get to sleep because he feels guilty and so goes and visits Asuka.
Tlaloc: Why wasn’t the whole chapter this short?
Fallen: What kind of shitty ship needs rape as a catalyst?
There he gives Asuka oral sex and she returns it, after which Asuka plans to use the situation to her advantage.
Quetzalcoatl: This is a lie. “She returns it”- no, she was forced into it!
Tlaloc: Ok, final thoughts on this chapter?
Quetzalcoatl: Get Tlazolteotl next time. Not me.
Fallen: I thought it sucked!
Aziz: And I thought the author needed to do more research. Like a lot more research.
Fallen: Like a lot.
Aziz: A lot. Also - I don’t care who you are, but you cannot use rape a catalyst for a relationship-
Fallen: -not unless you’re trying to make the relationship as UNHEALTHY and FUCKED UP as possible! With something like that between the two characters, there is no way that they’re ever gonna Hook Up For Real.
Aziz: Even using rape a catalyst without one character raping the other (e.g. Character A saves Character B from getting raped, and then they hook up) is still kind of iffy…
Fallen: Alright, Aziz, that does make you a hypocrite.
Chapter 1.5 | Table of Contents | Chapter 2.1
Asuka sat back down without another word and began eating her meal. Misato watched the two teens as they both avoided each other's gaze. The silence was unnerving as no one said a word. Deciding she wanted to find out what had happened between the two, Misato broke the unfriendly silence.
"So umm…what did you guys do today?" she asked tentatively.
Tlaloc: “Do you really want to know?”
"Nothing" they both replied in unison, remnant of their sync training.
Tlaloc: Don’t remind me of actually enjoyable episodes, dammit!
Both teens returned to their meal in silence. It was obvious to Misato she would get nothing from them today. Shinji was slightly relieved that Asuka was not going to announce what had happened.
Aziz: Because this fic is unjust.
When Asuka finished her meal, she went straight to her room, not even bothering to put her dirty dish in the sink. Misato finished next, standing up and depositing her and Asuka's plate into the sink. The Major went for the fridge, took out a beer and gulped it down. As it was pretty late Misato decided she would go to sleep, leaving the young boy alone in the dining room. Soon Shinji had finished his meal and he went back into the kitchen to wash the dishes.
Tlaloc: Quetzalcoatl, when will this end?
Quetzalcoatl: We’re almost done, don’t worry.
Fallen: Ugh, finally.
Suddenly the house seemed extremely quiet. As Misato had switched off all the lights except for the kitchen and dining room when she went to sleep, it seemed Shinji was surrounded by darkness. The hot water from the tap did little to relax him as he washed the dishes. Finishing up, the boy then proceeded to switch off the lights and go to his room. As the house was plunged into darkness, the boy felt a little uneasy as he made his way to his bedroom.
Aziz: A little uneasy? We’re still waiting on that artisanal castration here!
Entering his room he went straight to his bed, wanting nothing more than to go to sleep and forget what had happened.
Fallen: Yeah, same.
As much as he tried, the young boy could not fall asleep. Shinji felt guilty, the real impact of what he had just done had finally settled in; he really had gone too far. He couldn't help constantly tossing and turning in his bed; he felt so restless. Deciding he wouldn't get to sleep for a while, the young boy got out of bed.
Quetzalcoatl: What’s he gonna do, though? Besides suicide or calling the police, I don’t know if he has any good options.
Aziz: Running away forever? Which is basically suicide lite...
The only thing that could put him at ease would be paying Asuka a visit
Aziz: Oh, great.
and as such he crept out of his room, so as not to wake Misato, and sneaked to her door. Shinji didn't dare knock as he slipped open her door and went inside. Closing the door behind him, he looked at Asuka's bed. Shinji could see she was awake, but she hadn't noticed him come in. He walked across the room and sat down on the edge of her bed. At this she looked up and saw him.
Tlaloc: Quetzalcoatl, did your phone just buzz?
Quetzalcoatl: So it did. Looks like the second rape is coming in soon...
Fallen: What.
"What the hell are you doing here?" she hissed.
Tlaloc: Guess.
"I came to say sor-" he started.
"What? You are so unbelievable! What does saying sorry do now? Nothing can fix what you've done!" Asuka said her voice rising a little.
Quetzalcoatl: She speaks the truth.
"But…" Shinji said frantically.
"Will you just shut up and get out of here! I would have preferred you coming in here to rape me again than to listen to this!" she blurted out.
Fallen: Careful what you wish for!! D:
"But Asuka, I just got so angry, I really didn't mean to do it, I just lost control" Shinji said tears threatening to run down his cheek.
Aziz: “But you made me hit you, sweetie!”
"I can't believe how pathetic you are! Take responsibility for your actions!" she said turning away from him.
Tlaloc: Don’t say that. Please don’t say that...
Asuka noticed he had reverted to his old self again. She thought that maybe her rape would have at least given him a spine or some confidence,
Fallen: ...why…??
but it benefited neither side.
Quetzalcoatl: That’s kind of expected with rape...
It pissed her off that he was trying to make it seem like it wasn't his fault. But what annoyed her even more was that during the ordeal, he was in power, wasn't stumbling over words or saying sorry and now he was behaving like a crybaby.
Tlaloc: Are there any rape victims that would act this way?
Aziz: Maybe one who just completely disassociated themselves from the whole event and are in some level of denial about it. But I’m not sure that’s what Asuka is supposed to be doing here...
Shinji himself didn't know what to think or do. He noticed a slight disappointment on her face before she covered it with her mask again. It was like she couldn't believe he was behaving like this after doing what he did. 'She's right' he thought 'I need to take responsibility for my actions, I can't just say sorry for this. No matter what she did it was my fault'
Quetzalcoatl: And you know what responsibility means, right?
Tlaloc: More rape, right?
Quetzalcoatl: Ri-no! What’s wrong with you!?
Tlaloc: Well, close your eyes then.
Fallen: Aziz, are we hypocrites for saying a story has too much rape in it?
Aziz: Nah.
Deciding on a course of action the male eva pilot grabbed the redhead and pressed her flat on her back. Surprised, the young girl looked up at him quizzically.
Quetzalcoatl: All these epithets are annoying me.
Though she didn't really notice it, she was getting a little excited. The young boy could smell the soap and shampoo on Asuka and her scent intoxicated him.
Fallen: Bruhhh what kind of soap and shampoo they use here?
Shinji went and reached under her skirt, pulling her panties down.
Tlaloc: Of course. Of course.
"What are you doing?" she gasped. "I wasn't being entirely serious before"
"I'm just taking responsibility for my actions," he said simply.
Asuka didn't know why but she felt like smiling,
Aziz: Of course, if her mind’s completely broken (note: not a psychiatric term), she could have basically any reaction to rape and it would still make sense. Or be believable, at least. Making sense and being believable are so not the same thing.
Fallen: Especially when it comes to the human mind!
however she forced herself not to, keeping a scowl on her face. Shinji brought his mouth down onto her lower lips and started licking up and down her slit;
Tlaloc: I’ll take “euphemisms for the vaginal area” for $500, Alex.
after Asuka's shower her vagina was cleaned of all previous actions. After being raped the redhead couldn't understand why her body didn't flinch or resist Shinji's actions.
Fallen: Thanks for bringing up that she’d been raped several hours ago, fic. Almost forgot about that.
The young girl moaned as he continued his actions; it felt surprisingly pleasant. The redhead didn't really see a point in suppressing her noises, technically she had sorta asked for this.
Tlaloc: I really wouldn’t classify this as consent, though...
The young boy took this as a sign to continue and begun playfully circling his tongue around her vagina lips, eliciting more moans from the redhead. Shinji could see she was getting very wet and decided to slip his tongue inside.
Quetzalcoatl: At least there’s the very, very slight implication that Shinji would have stopped if she hadn’t given what he viewed as consent?
Tlaloc: I bet he would’ve taken anything as consent, though.
"God" she cried.
Aziz: *as God* Leave me out of this, my child.
"Shhhhh, Misato's asleep" he whispered.
Tlaloc: I’d rather she woke up and broke this up.
Asuka just looked up at him with a glare. Ignoring it the young boy continued, darting his tongue in and out of her, exploring her insides and licking her sensitive areas. The young girl was getting closer and closer to the edge quite fast. Noticing this he stopped, giving himself a break. Asuka looked down at him questioningly, wondering why he had stopped. After waiting for a few minutes till she relaxed, he started again and Asuka just shrugged it off.
Aziz: Orgasm dep in 3, 2...
However just before she was about to cum, he stopped again, waited and started again. Now the redhead was growing irritated; he was doing it on purpose.
Aziz: Called it.
Fallen: Oh, like it’s hard. Every shitty rape/abusefic has to have that in there somewhere.
"Shinji" she said in frustration.
"What?" he asked innocently.
"You know precisely what," she warned.
Quetzalcoatl: How is this a warning?
"No I really don't" he replied cheekily.
There was no way Asuka was going to beg him to make her cum and so she remained silent. The young boy continued denying her the orgasm and could see her growing more and more frustrated. Deciding he would stop torturing her, he moved his mouth over her swollen clit, attacking it relentlessly. The young girl cried out in pleasure as he sucked and licked her sensitive bud, driving her mad.
Tlaloc: I feel like this is so c/p. Bor-ing.
Quetzalcoatl: Now’s not the time, Tlaloc-
Tlaloc: Dude, something can be horrifying and boring.
The redhead finally screamed in orgasm, which she muffled with her pillow. The young boy quickly drank her juices as she cummed into his face. Her cum tasted nice and sweet
Fallen: Okay, so… not exactly an expert here, but… don’t most bodily secretions taste kind of salty and/or bitter?
Aziz: Time to taint my Google search history again.
Fallen: This wouldn’t even be the worst thing…
Aziz: Eh. Either way, Google says that ~every vagina is unique~ so the flavor of it is apparently all over the place. Could be sweetish, could also be salty or “tangy”...
and so he made sure to lick up as much of it as he could. Asuka came down from her climax, sweating and panting. She couldn't believe that it had felt so good. As the young boy moved to start again, the redhead kicked him away.
Tlaloc: Fifty bucks he doesn’t care.
Quetzalcoatl: I don’t take losing bets.
"No more" she said sternly.
"Mmmm you sure taste nice Asuka" Shinji commented.
She just remained silent, why would she care?
Quetzalcoatl: Amen.
"Wanna taste me Asuka?" he asked smugly.
Quetzalcoatl: *sighs*
Tlaloc: I bet she wouldn’t. Just saying.
Fallen: Wait, isn’t the line here usually “Wanna taste yourself?” and then he starts tongue-kissing her without wiping his mouth?
"Why the fuck would I? You're being too bold Shinji" she said irritated.
Quetzalcoatl: Preach!
However Shinji had already slipped his pants and boxers off, bringing his cock to her face.
"No way! That's something I will never do!" she replied stubbornly, moving her hands in front of her face.
"Come on Asuka, I gave you oral sex, shouldn't you do the same favour for me?" Shinji asked.
Aziz: *flatly* Bite it off.
"No I shouldn't! Besides I didn't tell you to give me oral sex now did I?" she replied.
"Come on Asuka, please open your mouth," he pleaded.
"I will not!" she said with finality.
Tlaloc: Unfortunately, it won’t end here, will it?
Quetzalcoatl: And why do these stories always have to have oral sex too?
Fallen: People think it’s easy to write when it’s really not.
The young boy sighed. He knew he should probably just go back to his room now, but he really wanted to know what it felt like. What he was doing now was probably only compounding the problem, but after doing it once it wasn't as hard now. Deciding he might as well try, Shinji reached his hands under her shirt and started tickling her ribs.
Tlaloc: This sounds like the WAFFy kind of thing that Tlazolteotl would write.
Aziz: Tickling ribs so that she opens her mouth for him to stick his dick in? Hm, wish I could say that’s a new one, but WAFF that is not.
Tlaloc: I just mean the tickling. Not the sticking his dick in her mouth…
…
Then again, I wouldn’t be entirely surprised if she wrote that too, but I don’t think she’d mar her ~favorite ship~ by writing it as anything besides 100% consensual.
"Damn it! You can't do that," Asuka said threatening to laugh.
"Oh yes I can" Shinji said grinning slightly.
The young girl tried to fend off his hands as he tickled her, however inevitably she let out a laugh from the tickling and he shoved his cock into her mouth while it was open.
Fallen: Reminder that tickling is a legitimate kink!
Quetzalcoatl: Second reminder that these people are 14!
The redhead just glared at him, wanting nothing more than to sink her teeth into him.
Aziz: Don’t let your dreams be dreams.
Shinji wasted no time and started to move his cock in and out of her mouth. He groaned in pleasure as her warm mouth enclosed his cock.
Tlaloc: And her warm teeth?
"Asuka please, can you not just sit there and do nothing, at least suck it or use your tongue" Shinji said insistently.
The redhead replied, saying something muffled by his cock he couldn't decipher.
"My cock stays in your mouth till morning if you don't" he advised.
Fallen: *clacks teeth together ominously*
Asuka didn't think he could keep his cock erect till morning, but didn't really see a point in resisting anymore. He had already done so many things to her it just didn't matter anymore. Relenting, the young girl began sucking his cock and sliding her tongue along the underside. At this the young boy groaned in pleasure again.
Tlaloc: And now she’s given up.
Fallen: Ooh.
"Good girl" he said while patting her head.
Quetzalcoatl: Treating her more like a dog than a human being...
Shinji could feel a burning sensation
Aziz: Excuse me?
and was surprised that he was already so close to cumming. "I'm very close Asuka, get ready," he announced.
The redhead looked up at him and glared as acknowledgement. Unable to hold it in any longer, Shinji released his seed inside her. Asuka gagged, a bit surprised at the amount. Knowing she would choke, she forced herself to swallow his semen. The young boy then removed his cock from her mouth.
Tlaloc: Well, from what I remember “Power Plays” had the worse version since there Asuka panics before Toji ejaculates and, well, it wasn’t pretty…
Aziz: Remind me to re-read the ‘sporking’ of it sometime, then...
"That felt real good Asuka, how did I taste?" he asked.
"Revolting!" she answered instantly.
Quetzalcoatl: It was revolting, too!
At this he smirked a little and got off of her. "Well goodnight Asuka" he whispered.
"Goodnight!" she hissed back.
The male eva pilot stood up from her bed and pulled his pants back up. After that he walked out of her room and snuck back into his own room. Shinji was a little bewildered at how events had transpired,
Fallen: I don’t want to “wow, same” a rapist, but wow, same.
but he felt a lot better now and got to sleep with much less difficulty.
Quetzalcoatl: At last, the second rape is done.
Back in Asuka's room, a war waged inside the young girl's head. It seemed Shinji had lost his spineless wimpy attitude again and she couldn't say she disliked it. It was good that he had stopped whining, but still he didn't deserve to have her. However he had relieved much of her sexual frustration and besides it was only Shinji and no one would find out.
Tlaloc: How long does it take a rape victim to start internalizing?
Aziz: Depends on the person.
Fallen: Don’t know enough about Asuka to say for sure. But since she’s, like, prideful, I think the internalizing and denial would actually start pretty fast… telling herself she must have really wanted it, because if she didn’t, she totally could have fought him off, y’know?
The redhead supposed she could use him a little bit; after all she couldn't change what had happened so she might as well use it to her advantage. Although she didn't really like the fact that he had taken her virginity and forced her to suck his cock, it felt better than listening to his constant babble and watching his good boy act.
Quetzalcoatl: Somehow I doubt that.
Almost all of her was screaming at her to make Shinji pay, but she supposed using him would serve as good enough retribution. Asuka silenced the war in her head and went to sleep.
Tlaloc: And at last chapter one is done. Went on way too long, if you ask me.
Fallen: And how!
End notes: Sorry for the first chapter being so dark, I needed this to happen for the rest of the story to progress. I assure you this will be the only rape scene. All of you put off by this chapter please at least read the next one and see how far you get. Nothing like this happens again.
Quetzalcoatl: *receives another text* Sith’s saying that there’s another next chapter and multiple other counts of sexual assault or harassment.
Aziz: The first rule of fanfiction is: Authors are always liars.
Chapter Summary: After Shinji snaps at Asuka, he proceeds to rape her. After taking her virginity he feels deep regret for what he had done and Asuka is extremely furious at him. Misato arrives back home, but both Shinji and Asuka had already had a shower and so Misato doesn't know what happened. During supper Misato tries to find out what happened as she notices their behaviour but is unsuccessful. As Asuka and Misato leave Shinji is left alone. Shinji cannot get to sleep because he feels guilty and so goes and visits Asuka.
Tlaloc: Why wasn’t the whole chapter this short?
Fallen: What kind of shitty ship needs rape as a catalyst?
There he gives Asuka oral sex and she returns it, after which Asuka plans to use the situation to her advantage.
Quetzalcoatl: This is a lie. “She returns it”- no, she was forced into it!
Tlaloc: Ok, final thoughts on this chapter?
Quetzalcoatl: Get Tlazolteotl next time. Not me.
Fallen: I thought it sucked!
Aziz: And I thought the author needed to do more research. Like a lot more research.
Fallen: Like a lot.
Aziz: A lot. Also - I don’t care who you are, but you cannot use rape a catalyst for a relationship-
Fallen: -not unless you’re trying to make the relationship as UNHEALTHY and FUCKED UP as possible! With something like that between the two characters, there is no way that they’re ever gonna Hook Up For Real.
Aziz: Even using rape a catalyst without one character raping the other (e.g. Character A saves Character B from getting raped, and then they hook up) is still kind of iffy…
Fallen: Alright, Aziz, that does make you a hypocrite.
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