Whoa
I havn't updated this fucker in a while. Anywho. I just got back from the doctor and it turns out I have Social Anxiety Disorder. Meaning I have a problem with people. The doctor gave me this thing to fill out where if you over 19 checks, you definetly have it and I got like 56. Fucking Gay. He thinks I also have some depression with it too. Well enough aboot that gay shit. That girl I wrote about in my last update like 2 months ago pretty much ignores me now. Which totally sucks cause I'm crazy about her. Turned out she had a boyfriend during the time we were hanging out. Thank god I didn't tell her how I really felt cause I would have looked like a fucking idiot. I miss her really bad too. I let her borrow like $300 worth of Psy shit including my beenie, hoodie and jersey and now she ignores me. Wow doesn't that make me feel good. Maybe I'll phone her and get it back, but I'm scared to death too. Oh well, life sucks. I'm out.