Apr 03, 2008 11:46
In reviewing the events of the past week, there was a lot of drama that was, in the end, entirely unnecessary. Very very nearly broke up with Bruce.... to the point where he thought I HAD broken up with him, due to a misunderstanding and him reading far to deep into statments I had made. And the fact that I really dont know how to act when Im depressed. I think I've reached the point where I can be really really sad and bawl my eyes out when Im alone but the minute Im around people, I cant help but act like everything is alright when in fact its nothing near being ok.
This angers me.
Things are ok now, with us being back to semi-normal. I think. In the end it all seems like some fucked up fight for the sake of getting some tension worked out.