I Doubt "Normal" Students Have This Problem...?
My heart races. My thoughts struggle against the fog of my mind. They try to get through, but something is blocking them. Something intangible; incomprehensible. It pushes my thoughts around in circles, like a game of tag. Each circle creates a more powerful cycle that I cannot escape. I am struggling against my own mind.
To surrender would mean that I give up what I have been working so hard for. I strain to think. I surrendered for months, but now I can’t. I will not succumb to my own obscure lunacy.
Everything that is happening inside me is coming from me. I am every thought. I am the dark fog that clouds my mind. But I am not in control.
I wrote this while I was trying to do my assignments. Words flowed out of me like water...as long as they weren't relevant to my assignments. Annoying much?
To surrender would mean that I give up what I have been working so hard for. I strain to think. I surrendered for months, but now I can’t. I will not succumb to my own obscure lunacy.
Everything that is happening inside me is coming from me. I am every thought. I am the dark fog that clouds my mind. But I am not in control.
I wrote this while I was trying to do my assignments. Words flowed out of me like water...as long as they weren't relevant to my assignments. Annoying much?