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This week has been so strange. I still cant believe i'm not with Stewart anymore. It just doesnt feel...real i guess. I guess nearly six months will do that to yah. I'm really thinking he likes Corey Rath. They're always together now, and i know she likes him...i know she did even when me and Stew were together, and..even though i really like Mike, i cant help but get really sad/jealous/nauseus when i see them together. I still cant accept him as just a friend. Every time i see them flirting or whatever, its like...that girls over there acting all boyfriend/girlfriend with my boyfriend. Because i'm always gonna love that kid. It just hurts a little.
I just want to forget about him completely. Agh. Shit all over everything. I'm sick of being competely happy one second, and then the next second feeling like....shit. I dont like anything. Except Mike. And Britt. And drugs. And shit.
And rhyming. yay