Abandonment..
I am so alone.
Though I might have lost him, I didn't think for one second that I would lose his brothers who had become my friends too.
The reason being:
I've been punished for letting out our little secret. That dark, sweet whisper which no one was supposed to hear, the only ones to hear the sighs were him and I. And in my sheer emotional agony and in the memory of dead ecstasy we shared, I let the fact that I loved him slip and reach the ears of others. And as a result, I've lost some of the best friends I have ever known. How foolish of me.
Now all that is left is to drink Turkish coffee, smoke lots of cigarettes, entertain myself with small talk, and apply too much make-up...to pass the time.
Something along the lines of what Lebanese housewives do all day.
Sad how my life seems to be falling naturally into that overused mold.
I've done everything I can...I just pray for a different and better day tomorrow.
And now, to sleep.
Alone, naturally..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wqt6nP3_fC0
Though I might have lost him, I didn't think for one second that I would lose his brothers who had become my friends too.
The reason being:
I've been punished for letting out our little secret. That dark, sweet whisper which no one was supposed to hear, the only ones to hear the sighs were him and I. And in my sheer emotional agony and in the memory of dead ecstasy we shared, I let the fact that I loved him slip and reach the ears of others. And as a result, I've lost some of the best friends I have ever known. How foolish of me.
Now all that is left is to drink Turkish coffee, smoke lots of cigarettes, entertain myself with small talk, and apply too much make-up...to pass the time.
Something along the lines of what Lebanese housewives do all day.
Sad how my life seems to be falling naturally into that overused mold.
I've done everything I can...I just pray for a different and better day tomorrow.
And now, to sleep.
Alone, naturally..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wqt6nP3_fC0