the house whispers in a crowded place....
hahahahahaha. well i'm alone in the house once again. this is how its gonna be all summer i bet. people leave me and they don't even tell me where they're going or when they're leaving. i come out of my room and find everyone gone. which is why i told steph to tell me when shes leaving or else i just might come out of my room talking to her and find me talking to well....me. so yeah whatever. i just try to entertain myself by doing random things and shit. not that it helps, i can't do anything without going somewhere or some such. everyone is always going somewhere, or at least in this house. everyones going to camp except me.....not that i care. well a good thing, ashia and sarita are coming over today so i'm happy. we'll have fun and stuff. but what about after that? its gonna go back to boring stuff and yeah. back to more cleaning things that will get dirty again. what a cup of lima beans. theres a fucking piano bench in front of thefucking computer.....and now there isn't. well then...i should clean and stuff but i don't feel like it right now. and theres nothing to eat here except like cake frosting. which is good, but what are sarita and ashia and sarita gonna eat when they get here? cake frosting? my mom totally forgot they were coming. whatever. i'll find something. we can like go to the store at like 3:00 am and buy food. it works. i don't know. i'm all.....weird. or something. shit fucker pig monster man dudemond....