Another Update...
um been working and all that stuff. making all efforts to cope with stress when i get a call from the dr office and they tell me that my blood work is clean. for a moment my heart leapt then fell back into the floor as the dr went on to tell me that they found "something" on my cervix. i have to go in monday and have some procedure done so that they can find out what it is. at this point i am really just numb. i feel nothing like my head is just a balloon attached to the empty flesh that is my body. i am doing what i can. i will post more when i learn more.