Le Sigh!
Well now that one of my least favorite holidays has passed, I am starting to feel better. My best friend is getting married and so I am going to go down and do her hair for the wedding. I finally get to be there for a friend. It really sucks when I am sitting back and watching all my other friends become successful adults with good jobs and kids and family. But I am happy because I believe that she will be happy. She's the kind that thinks that she needs a man to be seen as a woman, but I don't fault her for that, I blame her society. But I will wish her the best and understand that she will become less and less available to me, as she devotes herself to her family and her new job. She is a Paramedic now.
And I am feeling so old. Not old as in age, but old as in mileage. But I keep thinking of this thing in my heart...
And I am feeling so old. Not old as in age, but old as in mileage. But I keep thinking of this thing in my heart...