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i think fell out of love with him yesterday. i don't know why, but everything he did made me mad, so much. and he never did anything wrong. and it shouldnt be that easy to fall out of love with someone you supposidly love a lot, but i think i may have. and it upset me a lot, to think the one solid thing in my life, besides my kick ass friends, wasnt so solid.
but then i realized, with the help of some other important people in my life, that i didnt fall out of love with him, i just didnt like him right then. and that's okay. i talked to him for a long time last night, told him what was bugging me (he's too nice... go figure) and he said he understood. and i think he does. because today was amazing, and just the medium i was looking for with him. and i noticed that everytime he calls, i get super happy for no reason. even if he calls to tell me his senior pictures look shitty.
i just hope i make him as happy as he makes me....
but then i realized, with the help of some other important people in my life, that i didnt fall out of love with him, i just didnt like him right then. and that's okay. i talked to him for a long time last night, told him what was bugging me (he's too nice... go figure) and he said he understood. and i think he does. because today was amazing, and just the medium i was looking for with him. and i noticed that everytime he calls, i get super happy for no reason. even if he calls to tell me his senior pictures look shitty.
i just hope i make him as happy as he makes me....