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brandon is going into the naval reserves, and he's getting sent to iraq in december.
i cried last night at billie's house where brad was house sitting, i tried to leave cos i was upset and fuckstrated but brad caught up to me on my way to my car and wouldnt let me get in. so i started to hit him on the chest and yell cos thats what i do when someone tries to touch me when im crying, but he just... held on. and he hugged me, even tho i was fighting him. then finally he took me back inside and laid me down on the bed and laid next to me and just hugged me and held on til i calmed down, then i told him what was wrong cos he didnt know, so he was confused the whole time. and i just laid there on the bed in the dark with brad wrapped around me.
i asked him to be my lobster. and he said yes.
cos obviously lobsters mate for life. just like me n lauren.
im so fuckin in love with him.
and now i have a complete list:
soul mate - pat
lobsters - brad and lauren
gay best friend - derek
life partners - allie n jenn
me n lauren have matching cars! [off topic]
i cried last night at billie's house where brad was house sitting, i tried to leave cos i was upset and fuckstrated but brad caught up to me on my way to my car and wouldnt let me get in. so i started to hit him on the chest and yell cos thats what i do when someone tries to touch me when im crying, but he just... held on. and he hugged me, even tho i was fighting him. then finally he took me back inside and laid me down on the bed and laid next to me and just hugged me and held on til i calmed down, then i told him what was wrong cos he didnt know, so he was confused the whole time. and i just laid there on the bed in the dark with brad wrapped around me.
i asked him to be my lobster. and he said yes.
cos obviously lobsters mate for life. just like me n lauren.
im so fuckin in love with him.
and now i have a complete list:
soul mate - pat
lobsters - brad and lauren
gay best friend - derek
life partners - allie n jenn
me n lauren have matching cars! [off topic]