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so i was bored and waiting for brad to come over cos he always runs late and i was reading my friends journal entries and i read pat's. and im like, "hey, what an interesting question" so im answering it. so there.... ha.
yeah, of course people change. i totally changed when i went out with scott, got really bitchy, was just kinda boppin around, didnt know which way was up, hurt myself, so on, so forth.
then like six months after we broke up i changed again, i was smiling and people smiled back. then i got really outgoing and met like 80 new people, then i happened to smile at brad and he was like hiyo and now we're going out and i changed again.
if i knew freshman year that id be going out with a football player and just be really comfortable and outgoing and such with just about everybody, id have changed into that person freshman year, cos how i am now is really fun and i love how i've changed since last year, and the year before that.
but i think what im getting at is that you can't really change yourself. you get changed by the people and places around you, and because of that people are constantly changing, shifting, adaping to things. so yeah, i guess people change with the seasons. or because of them? seasonal afect disorder (SAD)... it's a real problem, get it checked out.
in other news, im getting my tongue pierced. cos ive always wanted to do something that no one expected me to do. but after prom and graduation. cos yeah. im not that brave yet.
yeah, of course people change. i totally changed when i went out with scott, got really bitchy, was just kinda boppin around, didnt know which way was up, hurt myself, so on, so forth.
then like six months after we broke up i changed again, i was smiling and people smiled back. then i got really outgoing and met like 80 new people, then i happened to smile at brad and he was like hiyo and now we're going out and i changed again.
if i knew freshman year that id be going out with a football player and just be really comfortable and outgoing and such with just about everybody, id have changed into that person freshman year, cos how i am now is really fun and i love how i've changed since last year, and the year before that.
but i think what im getting at is that you can't really change yourself. you get changed by the people and places around you, and because of that people are constantly changing, shifting, adaping to things. so yeah, i guess people change with the seasons. or because of them? seasonal afect disorder (SAD)... it's a real problem, get it checked out.
in other news, im getting my tongue pierced. cos ive always wanted to do something that no one expected me to do. but after prom and graduation. cos yeah. im not that brave yet.