today...
I love it when other people do my make-up. It's so relaxing.
I ate so well at dinner tonight. It was great. I ate like I hadn't eaten in monthes (which since I've been pretty much eating on campus, it's kinda like I haven't). My aunt took me to O'Charleys. Their potato soup is so orgasmic. Mmmm.
Well, the Res Life people still want me to leave the dorms. But they just want me to leave the dorms for this semester, and not leave the university. But I'm still appealing, and I think I have a pretty strong case. But if I don't win the appeal, I don't suppose I'll be living off campus for long, just the rest of this semester, and I can move into another dorm next semester. I don't know where I'm going to live yet if I don't win the appeal. I'm just focusing on this appeal right now.
The thing is that all the reasons they're making me leave are wrong. Other people are so much worse off than me and they'r not asked to leave. You know why? Because they don't get help. I did the healthy thing and got help. And guess who tipped off the Res Life people? One of my psychologists.
Am I ever going to trust anyone ever again?
I'm at my Aunt's right now. We just watched 50 First Dates and now we're watchig Along Came Polly (3rd time I've seen it). I spent alot of money on clothes tonight. I don't know why I've been doing that. I'm usually stingy with money. Lately, I've been a spendthrift.
I ate so well at dinner tonight. It was great. I ate like I hadn't eaten in monthes (which since I've been pretty much eating on campus, it's kinda like I haven't). My aunt took me to O'Charleys. Their potato soup is so orgasmic. Mmmm.
Well, the Res Life people still want me to leave the dorms. But they just want me to leave the dorms for this semester, and not leave the university. But I'm still appealing, and I think I have a pretty strong case. But if I don't win the appeal, I don't suppose I'll be living off campus for long, just the rest of this semester, and I can move into another dorm next semester. I don't know where I'm going to live yet if I don't win the appeal. I'm just focusing on this appeal right now.
The thing is that all the reasons they're making me leave are wrong. Other people are so much worse off than me and they'r not asked to leave. You know why? Because they don't get help. I did the healthy thing and got help. And guess who tipped off the Res Life people? One of my psychologists.
Am I ever going to trust anyone ever again?
I'm at my Aunt's right now. We just watched 50 First Dates and now we're watchig Along Came Polly (3rd time I've seen it). I spent alot of money on clothes tonight. I don't know why I've been doing that. I'm usually stingy with money. Lately, I've been a spendthrift.