Nov 15, 2005 14:30
i am struggling today. i hate days like this. it's the inward battle that no one can make better, but myself. i have to choose not to struggle with this, but it's hard. i want to, but sometimes i don't see how.
it's fear. that's my struggle. i struggle with fear. fear of the unknown. fear of the "what could happen if..."
i hate fear. i fear...fear.
god help me. help me to not fear, but most of all help me to battle this fear. i know that you want me to win this struggle.
lord, bring your peace to this situation. just bring yourself.