White oleanders
I finally watched White Oleanders- the "Laurel's life" movie. Relationships with our mothers are always so complicated, aren't they. I'm not sure if it's because we think ourselves so different or so similar. It was a good movie choice for tonight. I fixed my window so the wind doesn't whistle and howl through my room anymore. The quiet made tonight a good time for a sad movie and I'm not ready for Dear John quite yet. Just the sound of my fishtank and the air conditioner.
James is asleep and Cherry is at work. I wont get to talk to James much today since i have work at noon and he'll be getting ready for his week again. Two more weeks in San Diego and then Virginia for four weeks. He says we can talk more then. The silence chews at my resolve. Today is Jeff's 23rd birthday. If we were still dating I'd be in bed with him and three cats in a few hours. How strange that I am so far from where I used to be and still I have no other bodies in my bed.
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