You can close the shutters
James has had sex with a ton more people than I have. The only two ex-girlfriends of his that I have met…. are models. That’s cool…. Fuck. He goes back to training today so that’s good…. The sooner he’s in the sooner he’s out, right?
I really super want the Xbox 360 kinect. It’s the best, but I would never tell Daniel, Kasey, Terry, or Kevin that because they all think that I’m a real party pooper because I didn’t really participate in the Kinect dance party the other night.
Jeff and I got into an argument last night.
I’m a little mess this week, holed up in my stormcloud-gray room. I wish I could make the blinds on my balcony door go down all the way… I’m worried that the sun is going to damage my grandmother’s beaureu…. And I just don’t really feel like looking at it today. I have to get ready for work in a few minutes. Today and Friday will be the only two days that Linda scheduled me to work this week… that’s cool.
Mom and dad still aren’t speaking but they’re both talking to me so I guess that’s good. Aggie and I have been talking a bit more. Laurel and I have been trading more txts I suppose. For every day that you aren’t here for this, I resent you more. You don’t have many jobs but being there when I need you to cheer me is one of them. You can’t even show up to work.
--several hours later-- Fuuuuck. You know you have a lot on your mind when you shower, then forget you took one and take a second shower two hours later. I was washing my face (for the second time) wondering why my makeup wasn’t coming off… Brilliant girl.
I really super want the Xbox 360 kinect. It’s the best, but I would never tell Daniel, Kasey, Terry, or Kevin that because they all think that I’m a real party pooper because I didn’t really participate in the Kinect dance party the other night.
Jeff and I got into an argument last night.
I’m a little mess this week, holed up in my stormcloud-gray room. I wish I could make the blinds on my balcony door go down all the way… I’m worried that the sun is going to damage my grandmother’s beaureu…. And I just don’t really feel like looking at it today. I have to get ready for work in a few minutes. Today and Friday will be the only two days that Linda scheduled me to work this week… that’s cool.
Mom and dad still aren’t speaking but they’re both talking to me so I guess that’s good. Aggie and I have been talking a bit more. Laurel and I have been trading more txts I suppose. For every day that you aren’t here for this, I resent you more. You don’t have many jobs but being there when I need you to cheer me is one of them. You can’t even show up to work.
--several hours later-- Fuuuuck. You know you have a lot on your mind when you shower, then forget you took one and take a second shower two hours later. I was washing my face (for the second time) wondering why my makeup wasn’t coming off… Brilliant girl.