Dec 03, 2004 14:45
I hate it when I am completely misunderstood by people. But I guess that is how it is for me. Oh well then. I get sick of explaining myself over and over again. Anyone else have that problem?
Lately I was accused twice of being full of myself,lol,what a joke! I am my biggest critic,and half the time do not pass my own strutiny. I am always thinking I should be doing things better;music,clothes,hair,relationships,you name it. So to be told I am full of myself,well it doesn't quite fit if you ask me. Full of doubt about myself sure,but in an egotistical way,don't think so.
Being misunderstood is the pinnacle of an artists existence it seems,lol. I guess if everyone understood me I would have nothing to say. They would know automatically where I am coming from,etc. And that would be the end of talking for me. So I guess it's good that people just don't get it. I have to be able to express something! lol
I hate people who think that their way is the only way. While I'm asking for help with something,they are patting themselves on the back for having done it better,faster,more efficient,and that if only I would listen to them my problems would be solved.
The only problem is,why am I going to take advice from people who were never able to get where I want to go? That doesn't make much sense to me. If anything,they would be able to show me how NOT to do things.
I mean,if wanted to be a doctor,would I listen to a practicing doctor or someone who flunked out of med school?
I think we all know the answer to that one.
For everything else,I still keep asking questions. I just have to be choosier about who I ask.
Cheers,S.