this is entirely too long.
i shouldn't be doing this.
uh ohhh.
* Your gender: despite popular beliefs, i'm a girl.
* Straight/Gay/Bi: straight, for sure.
* Single?: yessssssssss.
* If not, do you want to be?: like every girl, i have my moments. most of the time it's a big fat no.
* Birthdate: 03.22.1984
* Your age: 20 - - - - not for long. :).
* Age you act: a year ago i would have said my own age... but i think i've lost brain cells, and i would say i act about 12.
* Age you wish you were: 21. haha.
* Your height: 5'6" or less. i can't remember.
* Eye color: blue/green/gray. it changes.
* Happy with it?: ya
* Hair color: auburn/brown... it changes, haha.
* Happy with it?: yup :)
* Lefty/righty/ambidextrous: right
* Your living arrangement: draper 2a with sarah, marla, lacy, ben, and jon
* Your family: mom, dad, whitney, drew, bobbey, kelly, jared, liam, cobi
* Have any pets?: at my dad's, ya: gilbert and lacy and goldie. melvin. (cat. yuck.)
* What's your job?: pre-school enrichment program, the view photo editor, loucon (kinda), cleaner of hilltop 8 (sometimes).
* Piercings?: ears (i still have a small hole in my tongue).
* Tattoos?: nope
* Obsessions?: finding good music ... then trying (and failing) to make it.
* Addictions?: air. i can't get enough.
* Do you speak another language?: exactly like lindsey, i remember a little french, and i know a tiny bit of italian. i also remember even smaller amounts of spanish.
* Have a favorite quote?: "We cannot really love anybody with whom we never laugh." -Agnes Repplier
* Do you have a webpage?: xanga, and some others that i haven't seen in about 3 years... haha
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
* Do you live in the moment?: sometimes i can't tell. i think i have severe a.d.d.
* Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: most of the time...
* Do you have any secrets?: yeah
* Do you hate yourself?: nope... sometimes i hate what i do.
* Do you like your handwriting?: not always
* Do you have any bad habits?: biting my nails when i'm nervous. procrastinating.
* What is the compliment you get from most people?: "you have great hair." sometimes people say i'm funny - once i was told that i could say anything and it would be funny. i said "camry" and they laughed. the joke is still on today.
* If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: "WTF?" or "H-NO!" yup.
* What's your biggest fear?: trees in water, really, really big things (like huge flag poles). meeting a large animal when i'm walking alone in the dark at camp. (unless it's a sweaty deer hahaha)
* Can you sing?: i hope.
* Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: uhhhhhhhhhhhhh.... no.
* Are you a loner?: when i feel independent.
* What are your #1 priorities in life?: to figure out what God wants me to do with it.
* If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: heck YES!!1
* Are you a daredevil?: not at all.
* Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: i hate the way i react to things. it's either really slow, or really agressive. i'm working on that last one, though.
* Are you passive or agressive?: agressive. :(.
* Do you have a journal?: yesssssssss. a real one, a practicum one, a public speaking one. a couple more i haven't used yet.
* What is your greatest strength and weakness?: discerning how much product my hair will need on a certain day. devotion to being a healthier me. hahaaa
* If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: i would change being fat hahaha
* Do you think you are emotionally strong?: yes, but not for the last six months
* Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: being a bi-atch sometimes. not reading the whole Bible.
* Do you think life has been good so far?: definitely
* What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: every situation teaches me something, though the lesson isn't always immediately present.
* What do you like the most about your body?: my hair - my family says i have hot legs hahaha
* And least?: eh. a lot.
* Do you think you are good looking?: my subconscious says yes, i say no, but decent.
* Are you confident?: half of the time
* What is the fictional character you are most like?: i have no idea! make some suggestions, people.
* Are you perceived wrongly?: a lot. i have a weird tone of voice issue. and i use the internet to communicate, which is bad.
Do You...
* Smoke?: i have once or twice before, but have decided that it's definitely not a comfortable thing to do.
* Do drugs?: nope
* Read the newspaper?: when i'm bored and it's sitting right in front of me. i read the net news haha.
* Pray?: yup, but not enough.
* Go to church?: yup, but not enough.
* Talk to strangers who IM you?: until i know they're a stranger.
* Sleep with stuffed animals?: at home, yes, at school, i choose pillows.
* Take walks in the rain?: depends on the day, and if i'm feeling like i want to be fully clothed and wet, because that's something i really don't care for.
* Talk to people even though you hate them?: i try not to hate people. and i would talk to them.
* Drive?: a 1985 buick skylark, baby. you know it. you're jealous.
* Like to drive fast?: only 10 miles over. haha...
Would or Have You Ever?
* Liked your voice?: i think i have a breathy voice .. i don't like that. and i speak too low, apparently. and i sound like a child on the phone. no. hahaha
* Hurt yourself?: millions of times. i'm thinking of canoes and sailboats.
* Been out of the country?: i totally went to italy and germany and austria and my dad reminded me today that i've been to canada before.
* Eaten something that made other people sick?: brussel sprouts. my mom can't eat dairy products haha
* Been in love?: not sure.
* Done drugs?: nope
* Gone skinny dipping?: nope
* Had a medical emergency?: broke my nose in 5th grade.
* Had surgery?: wisdom teeth removal... OH MY GOSH!! that's why i've lost intelligence!!
* Ran away from home?: nope
* Played strip poker?: uhhhhhhh, no.
* Gotten beaten up?: i got kicked in the stomach once. in grade school
* Beaten someone up?: haha... i was revengeful in grade school. a lot.
* Been picked on?: oh wow. i have many many stories.
* Been on stage?: yup
* Slept outdoors?: yes... yuck.
* Thought about suicide?: once.
* Pulled an all nighter?: duh. i'm in college.
* If yes, what is your record?: if you count 1 hour of sleep as an all nighter, about five days.
* Gone one day without food?: uhhhh.. i can't remember.
* Talked on the phone all night?: nope
* Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: yes
* Slept all day?: over any break that i'm at home
* Killed someone?: i have played halo before. considering i sucked at it, i could probably say no, even in that case.
* Made out with a stranger?: haha no
* Had sex with a stranger?: am i giving blood?? no.
* Thought you're going crazy?: yes
* Kissed the same sex?: no
* Done anything sexual with the same sex?: absolutely not.
* Been betrayed?: yeah
* Had a dream that came true?: nope...
* Broken the law?: drove up the driveway at tebb's bend... broke the speed limit a few times... i have broken curfew before......... uhhhhhhhhhh... jess wilder, you didn't see that.
* Met a famous person?: pam tillis.. hahaha. the elms in dairy queen last summer... i stood next to relient k's bass player at a mewithoutyou concert at cornerstone.
* Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: i almost killed a possum with jayne.
* On purpose?: no... muhahaha...
* Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: nope
* Stolen anything?: music on the network...
* Been on radio/tv?: in high school i was a) on t.v. a lot when my high school was closing and b) on the radio for top 5 at 9 on wdjx at least once every 3 weeks with sarah covert and nikki leach and others
* Been in a mosh-pit?: been right behind one... i got kicked in the head.
* Had a nervous breakdown?: yup
* Bungee jumped?: noooooooooo
* Had a dream that kept coming back?: that one where i fall a long distance
Beliefs
* Belive in life on other planets?: mold.
* Miracles?: yes
* Astrology?: no.
* Magic?: no
* God?: yessssssssss
* Satan?: yes
* Santa?: heck yes
* Ghosts?: the Holy Ghost? yes.
* Luck?: nah
* Love at first sight?: no
* Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: nope
* Witches?: sure
* Easter bunny?: he's no santa.
* Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: yes
* Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: no.
* Do you wish on stars?: no, but i learned to play "catch a falling star and put it in your pocket" the other day. on the piano.
Deep Theological Questions
* Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: yessss
* Do you think God has a gender?: eh. can't say, really.
* Do you believe in organized religion?: depends on what you mean.
* Where do you think we go when we die?: wherever God puts us.
Friends
* Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: can't say that i do, but i don't object to being friends with any
* Who is your best friend?: there are too many to mention
* Who's the one person that knows most about you?: lindsey
* What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: to shut up.
* Your favorite inside joke?: "The spirit of the Lord is on our side" - it's not my favorite, but it's among my favorites. hope those of you who were on that trip actually read this.
* Thing you're picked on most about?: being retarded. meaning i have my blonde moments.
* Who's your longest known friend?: jayne
* Talking to? derek.
* Newest?: uhhhh i can't think...
* Shyest?: the only one i can think of is nikki leach, for real.
* Funniest?: uhhhhhhhhh... jeannie webb
* Sweetest?: marlaaaaaaaaaa
* Closest?: lindsey, sarah, justin, innes, kendrick, jessica, jayne, drew, blah blah blah blah blah
* Weirdest?: innes.. haha, j/k. well, no.
* Smartest?: justin
* Ditziest?: i can't think of any...
* Friends you miss being close to the most?: drew, ashley, sarah covert, lauren g, rachel keith
* Last person you talked to online?: derek
* Who do you talk to most online?: uhhh... jayne
* Who are you on the phone with most?: aunt karen. hahaha
* Who do you trust most?: lindsey, justin, kendrick, innes, sarah, jess. jayne.
* Who listens to your problems?: lindsey
* Who do you "fight" most with?: aunt karen. haha.
* Who's the nicest?: kendra
* Who's the most outgoing?: innes
* Who's the best singer?: justin
* Who's on your shit-list?: i wasn't aware i had one
* Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: heck no.
* Who's your second family?: uhhhhhhhhh... the beisel's are the closest, i guess. i love 'em all.
* Do you always feel understood?: occasionally
* Who's the loudest friend?: innes
* Do you trust others easily?: yes
* Who's house were you last at?: hilltop 8, which would be innes, justin, coffey and b^2, but innes was the only one there besides sarah and i.
* Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: i don't remember being in anyone's arms
* Do your friends know you?: pretty well
* Friend that lives farthest away: out of my close friends, drew lives in jackson, tennessee, and rachel keith just went to germany. my brother lives in italy.
Love and All That
* Do you consider love a mistake?: no
* What do you find romantic?: good question...
* Turn-on?: ew
* Turn-off?: jerks.
* If someone who you had no interest in had interest in dating you, how would u feel?: i would feel like this: "dangit."
* Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going: does that mean going out? i would definitely prefer knowing them. yes.
* Have you ever wished it was more socially acceptable for a girl to ask a guy out? no.
* Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive: yes
* Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: no
* What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: they're mean to dumb girls. haha.
* What's the last present someone gave you?: sarah gave me a shirt today :). but that wasn't a gift. uhhh... my brother gave me a picture of him and his wife, and some salt, and some other various good things for Christmas.
* Are you in love?: hahahahahahahahahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
Who Was the Last Person...
* That haunted you?: what??
* You wanted to kill?: everything in the grudge
* That you laughed at?: sarah and chris
* That laughed at you?: um. chris and sarah. because i didn't know how to cook hamburger, until tonight! i know now. i'm pretty happy with that.
* That turned you on?: hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhaa.
* You went shopping with?: sarah.
* That broke your heart?: kendra westwood. she breaks everybody's heart.
* To disappoint you?: david tabb
* To ask you out?: jim... hahaha.
* To make you cry?: i don't remember. it's been a while.
* To brighten up your day?: sarah
* That you thought about?: sarah, obviously.
* You saw a movie with?: i watched the food bucket documentary with the maynards, sarah and chris
* You talked to on the phone?: jessica maynard.
* You talked to through IM/ICQ?: derek
* You saw?: marla and stacy
* You lost?: i lost aaron and heath at the salvation army last weekend.
Right This Moment...
* Are you going out?: nope
* Will it be with your significant other?: 1) i'm not going out, and 2) i don't have one of those.
* Or some random person?: dangit, i'm not going out.
* What are you wearing right now?: old jeans, flip flops, my favorite t-shirt, and my campbellsville sweatshirt.
* Body part you're touching right now: ew. my feet are touching eachother?
* What are you worried about right now?: how i'm going to make it through church in the morning without annoying people with my cough.
* What book are you reading?: the life you've always wanted, the emerging church, mere christianity, dress your family in denim and corduroy...
* What's on your mousepad?: nothing, it's non-existent.
* Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling: ready to finish this survey. ha! five words!
* Are you bored?: yes
* Are you tired?: yes
* Are you talking to anyone online? no
* Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: nooooooooo
* Are you lonely or content?: content
* Are you listening to music?: nickel creek