two weeks i say!! two weeks! poop.
just felt the need to procrastinate a little more before i started doing productive things. i had a good/bad week. mostly good, though. we went to the farm with the preschool kids on thursday, which was exciting and maybe a little too chaotic for my taste. i was a little worried a couple of my 4/5 year old friends would get trampled by a tennessee walking horse. those walk funny. i don't remember much else about my week except for the revival, which (when i went) was really good. the people who lead worship on wednesday were incredible (they may have been better than the people on monday, hahahahaaaaaaa).
i spent a lot of my time in the library, the first time that's happened all semester. one more week of the preschool this semester, which makes me happy and sad. i had a really horrible and quite realistic dream last night that my dad died, and i wasn't too excited about it when i woke up. i did not call my dad, though, and i regret that. i think i'll call him tomorrow. plus my grandma, who is in the hospital again =(.
i had a chat with dr. chafin on thursday night which went really nicely. i told most of you this, but i thought i'd write about it as well. i've not been completely comfortable talking with dr. chafin, but only because i'm nervous around people i respect a whole, whole lot. not that i don't respect you all a whole lot, but i know you guys better. but thursday was different. it was like we were friends, speaking outside of a school situation, but about school. i don't know. anything i say could sound weird.
i'm just really happy with the way many things are going at this point. i feel the way i felt right before i came to lindsey, a little scared, a little excited. a lot putting my life in God's hands. that worked out really well. despite the way i've felt for the past few months, i'm looking forward to the future. i wish i could feel this way all the time, because God knows i'll be more scared than excited tomorrow or the next day. it scares me when i'm at the preschool and i'm reminded of something when i was that age, and i think of how much time has passed since then, and how much time will pass before i'm 40 and at the same time i'm praying that i'll experience just as much, that my life will never become mediocre, and that if it does i'll be in love with someone right.
"Just a few more weary days and then
I'll fly away
To a land where joys will never end
I'll fly away."
i spent a lot of my time in the library, the first time that's happened all semester. one more week of the preschool this semester, which makes me happy and sad. i had a really horrible and quite realistic dream last night that my dad died, and i wasn't too excited about it when i woke up. i did not call my dad, though, and i regret that. i think i'll call him tomorrow. plus my grandma, who is in the hospital again =(.
i had a chat with dr. chafin on thursday night which went really nicely. i told most of you this, but i thought i'd write about it as well. i've not been completely comfortable talking with dr. chafin, but only because i'm nervous around people i respect a whole, whole lot. not that i don't respect you all a whole lot, but i know you guys better. but thursday was different. it was like we were friends, speaking outside of a school situation, but about school. i don't know. anything i say could sound weird.
i'm just really happy with the way many things are going at this point. i feel the way i felt right before i came to lindsey, a little scared, a little excited. a lot putting my life in God's hands. that worked out really well. despite the way i've felt for the past few months, i'm looking forward to the future. i wish i could feel this way all the time, because God knows i'll be more scared than excited tomorrow or the next day. it scares me when i'm at the preschool and i'm reminded of something when i was that age, and i think of how much time has passed since then, and how much time will pass before i'm 40 and at the same time i'm praying that i'll experience just as much, that my life will never become mediocre, and that if it does i'll be in love with someone right.
"Just a few more weary days and then
I'll fly away
To a land where joys will never end
I'll fly away."