It's 6:51 am
...and I'm up but don't have to go to work. I woke up around 5:30 and can't stop my brain from thinking. I'm definitely working some things out, and they're heart things but my brain REALLY wants to be a part of it all, so it is keeping me up. I wish I was a good meditator and could let these thoughts go, instead I grab hold and begin discussing them with myself and the people in my head that I picture myself having a conversation with.
In the midst of all this mental mastication, I remember thinking of winterlady and bugfish because I wondered (yes, while having fake conversations with others in my head, another part of my brain was actually thinking this simultaneously) who would actually be interested in what I was currently hashing out in my head. I in no way am implying that I don't love ALL my LJ friends - you are all very special - but my brain chose those two at the crack of dawn this morning. For no logical reason, I am still so happily surprised they are my friends! (Thanks consectari, catalyst extraordinaire) And since the things I'm working out is around human connection and the baffling-ness of it all, it makes sense I thought of them (you two!) and smiled.
I am deeply grateful to all of you who read my drivel, but today I'm calling out winterlady and bugfish cuz I've never told them, Thank you for being my friends.
In the midst of all this mental mastication, I remember thinking of winterlady and bugfish because I wondered (yes, while having fake conversations with others in my head, another part of my brain was actually thinking this simultaneously) who would actually be interested in what I was currently hashing out in my head. I in no way am implying that I don't love ALL my LJ friends - you are all very special - but my brain chose those two at the crack of dawn this morning. For no logical reason, I am still so happily surprised they are my friends! (Thanks consectari, catalyst extraordinaire) And since the things I'm working out is around human connection and the baffling-ness of it all, it makes sense I thought of them (you two!) and smiled.
I am deeply grateful to all of you who read my drivel, but today I'm calling out winterlady and bugfish cuz I've never told them, Thank you for being my friends.