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Jul 01, 2004 21:02

Words these days have been failing me. I cannot seem to say what I want to when I need to. I have had a lot of time to think about what has been going on and it really has put me in an unusual state. I am not sure that one person could understand how I feel. They can be there and listen and give great advice which is just what I need to hear, but not understand. And the truth is I don't understand. I have so many questions that I don't think I will ever have the answer to. How can people change like that...or was he always like that and just covered it up really well? What did I do wrong? Did I not smile enough, did I not try so hard to like your friends and work so hard to fit in, Did I not drive over the bay enough for you, What was it please tell me because I really need to know.

On another note....my friends kick all ass...I could not ask for any group of people that I would rather be around and I love yall!
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