these days
i haven't gone to a full week of school i don't think this entire month. i just have no motivation anymore. i'm tired. so terribly tired. and what a terrible rut to be in when so much rides on this, and what a terrible feeling knowing that so much is riding on this, and i still just don't seem to care.
today i would like to feel incredibly loved, for more than a passing second, i would like to have a smile glued on my face, a hand in my hand, and a couple of butterflies in my stomach.
i think more than anything i would like a steady pace of emotion for a change. and a positive one at that.
take care of your heart...
what a shitty saturday.
i need to get away.
someone come change my life.
also jared's girlfriend just had her baby. his baby. i'm not quite sure how i feel about that. when someone leaves this earth, why leave a legacy with the girl that killed you rather than with the ones that love you.
ok positivity life changing events and the shit cycle to stop......go
today i would like to feel incredibly loved, for more than a passing second, i would like to have a smile glued on my face, a hand in my hand, and a couple of butterflies in my stomach.
i think more than anything i would like a steady pace of emotion for a change. and a positive one at that.
take care of your heart...
what a shitty saturday.
i need to get away.
someone come change my life.
also jared's girlfriend just had her baby. his baby. i'm not quite sure how i feel about that. when someone leaves this earth, why leave a legacy with the girl that killed you rather than with the ones that love you.
ok positivity life changing events and the shit cycle to stop......go