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Sometimes I feel like you people dont even listen. I mean do you? Do you really?
Today was the worst day. I was alone more then half of the day with nothing but my thoughts and an empty computer screen.
Right now I feel so un-happy..know one ever talks to me anymore even if I do make an effort its like know one gives a shit..so fuck you kids.
You know what would make me happy right now...
if for once someone showed up at my house with flowers and it was unexpected.
if for once someone made me a mix tape.
if for once someone made me a card.
that would make me happy..
These hollow dreams are like the flowing streams of tears escaping from these eyes of mine.
Dreaming of these better days that seem so close but are miles away.
I hope not to exceed the hurt & pain that fills this heart of mine..
One day things will become easyer. One day things wont hurt. One day i'll be whole again.
Have you ever wondered what it would be like if we had no feeling's no hurt no sadness no pain.
Walking on endless road's with know real purpose.
I hope you read this and know this isnt about you this isnt an attack.
this is my vent. to all of my friends who care just know im fine.