Ugh.
my brain feels like poo.... haha.... mental mush you know?
It's been a horrible long long long long long long day. And boring. You know those days that feel like two weeks worth of someone hitting you over the head with a hammer. Oh god it's only the first week back.
Tomorrow is friday. Mission .... probably get drunk... probably by myself. Involving egg nog and rum.
Thinking has been tiring me out today. I could go for a good long phone call. I tried to get a hold of Marica but it didn't work.
I'm not gonna lie I feel stranded. And oddly not myself. Today made me realize I've become someone else without realizing it. How does that happen? How did I get here? I'm a constant contradiction.... but that's nothing new. I think my purpose in life is to realize I am always wrong.
What does it mean when you aren't looking forward to anything? Atleast not anything other than sleep.
Goodnight Folks.
It's been a horrible long long long long long long day. And boring. You know those days that feel like two weeks worth of someone hitting you over the head with a hammer. Oh god it's only the first week back.
Tomorrow is friday. Mission .... probably get drunk... probably by myself. Involving egg nog and rum.
Thinking has been tiring me out today. I could go for a good long phone call. I tried to get a hold of Marica but it didn't work.
I'm not gonna lie I feel stranded. And oddly not myself. Today made me realize I've become someone else without realizing it. How does that happen? How did I get here? I'm a constant contradiction.... but that's nothing new. I think my purpose in life is to realize I am always wrong.
What does it mean when you aren't looking forward to anything? Atleast not anything other than sleep.
Goodnight Folks.