May 26, 2004 08:39
My life is going down hill at this point! I feel so clostrophobic in this world! Its like i cant breath! I dont know. I lost one of my best friends and it really hurts! But its not only that. cuz w/ losing her im having problems with other people.
Alishea is mad at me too. cuz i apologized for something i didnt do. but thats just how i am. but w/e
So Chuck has been helping me so much! I talk to him online everyday and he listens to me while and complain about my stupid problems. I love him for that. And Kristina (Arcuri)too! she is always there for me to talk to her. Im rooming w/ her at camp! its gonna be gr8! im gonna see all my church people and get away from this world. Im becoming so stressed and depressed its not even funny. Im not myself anymore. Im this ugly monster!
Oh our air in our house was broken and it was soooo hottt omg! it was bad. But now its fixed. But when I told chuck that it was broken he was like omg get in the freezer naked! haha or fill the tub with ice and jump in! he cracked me up! I hadnt laughed the way I did in a long time. I havent laughed a lot lately!
Silus and Ryan cracked me up yesterday! OMG! I love them! its gr8!
well now the media lab is closing so i gtg thanks for listenin to my problems! love ya!
<3 always,
Gi@nn@