May 18, 2004 17:06
Yes, I'm angry right now.
My true friends should be able to accept and comprehend that in my life(my "current" life) I have the right to make whatever decision I want. If I can't do something for them, that might be my fault yet they should be able to DEAL with that. If I decide I don't want to use their input, and seek someone elses, as my friend, they should be able to handle that. If I decide at the last minute that I don't feel up to hanging out with someone, they should be able to understand. Why do I seem to be a magnet for assholes? Is it because they are so lonely? Is it because they need me for something? Yes I am being vague.
So, I posted a topic on wormtown for help with a song of mine. It needed a second verse. I was not sold on the verse offered to me several months ago. This action pissed off the writer of that initial second verse. WELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL,
THATS UP TO ME. ITS MY GOD-DAMN FUCKING SONG. I AM THE CREATOR OF THE WORK> IF I DON"T FEEL COMFORTABLE WITH THE WORDS, I'M NOT SINGING IT. I DON'T NEED TO BE AN ASSHOLE ABOUT IT. AND BESIDES. I ALREADY WENT OVER THIS. IF YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY, THEN TAKE MORE THAN 2 MINUTES TO THINK ABOUT WHAT YOUR EFFORT WAS. I WAS AS NICE AS I NEEDED TO BE. IF YOU CAN'T HANDLE THAT FACT THAT I REJECTED THE VERSE(after knowing for several weeks) THEN ASK YOURSELF WHY YOU FEEL THE NEED TO HAVE CONFLICT IN YOUR LIFE AT NEARLY ALL TIMES. ASK YOURSELF WHY YOU NEED TO INSIST THAT YOUR EFFORTS ARE USED? ASK YOURSELF WHY YOU NEED TO "CONTROL" MY SONG. ASK YOURSELF, "WHY CAN'T I ACCEPT THE FACT THAT NOT EVERYONE WILL ALWAYS BE ON THE SAME PAGE AS I AM"
AND BTW, INSERTING A SAMPLE INTO A SONG THATS ABOUT FEELING LIKE A CHILD-WHILE IN LOVE, A SAMPLE WHERE THE CONCEPT IS A WOMAN REPEATING THE WORDS OF A MAN TELLING HER TO KEEP SAYING, "FUCK ME NIGGER" whilest they fuck AND INSISTING THAT I KEEP IT THERE............. IS INSANE
WHERE MIGHT YOUR HEAD BE AT?????????????????????????????????????????
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Now that thats over,
a few kind souls actually responded to the post in a serious way. I thank you all.