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I have a facebook. EXCITING. Nah, I'm yankin' yer chain, it's actually kinda boring.
If you didn't get the memo from my myspace, my surgery was pushed back a week because my doctor got his flight delayed in AMSTERDAM. And this was the day before surgery. he was going to operate on me baked, with jetlag. genius.
Things with my father have been kind of falling apart lately. We fight a lot. I mean, we always have, but lately it seems more... serious. Meaningful. I don't know, probably all in my head.
It's cold and rainy outside. I love it. I wish I wasn't going to miss hoodie weather because of this surgery... still, I love coat weather, too. I'm just thrilled that summer is over. No more sweating like a pig for no reason. Hopefully.
Whitney and I are good, despite the distance. I love her so much it makes my ears bleed. It's rough, though, to have feelings as strong as ours are for each other but not be able to see each other for weeks at a time. I guess that's why most people avoid long distance relationships. Well, I'm not going to lose her just because she's further away than would be ideal. This means too much to me. (if she were anything at all like carolina, I would have dumped her by now)
It's balls-out freezing in this house. I'm wearing a hoodie and a long-sleeve shirt, and I'm still freezing. Plus I've got a headache from the rain. ugh.
I picked up my pain medicine prescription from the doctor's office today. Percocet. Now I guess I get to see what everyone is ranting about. Funfun.
I don't know. I guess there's not much to say. Last weekend I was excited for having surgery, but now I'm not really excited about anything. I'm not scared or nervous. I just... don't care.
Life has kinda sucked lately.
If you didn't get the memo from my myspace, my surgery was pushed back a week because my doctor got his flight delayed in AMSTERDAM. And this was the day before surgery. he was going to operate on me baked, with jetlag. genius.
Things with my father have been kind of falling apart lately. We fight a lot. I mean, we always have, but lately it seems more... serious. Meaningful. I don't know, probably all in my head.
It's cold and rainy outside. I love it. I wish I wasn't going to miss hoodie weather because of this surgery... still, I love coat weather, too. I'm just thrilled that summer is over. No more sweating like a pig for no reason. Hopefully.
Whitney and I are good, despite the distance. I love her so much it makes my ears bleed. It's rough, though, to have feelings as strong as ours are for each other but not be able to see each other for weeks at a time. I guess that's why most people avoid long distance relationships. Well, I'm not going to lose her just because she's further away than would be ideal. This means too much to me. (if she were anything at all like carolina, I would have dumped her by now)
It's balls-out freezing in this house. I'm wearing a hoodie and a long-sleeve shirt, and I'm still freezing. Plus I've got a headache from the rain. ugh.
I picked up my pain medicine prescription from the doctor's office today. Percocet. Now I guess I get to see what everyone is ranting about. Funfun.
I don't know. I guess there's not much to say. Last weekend I was excited for having surgery, but now I'm not really excited about anything. I'm not scared or nervous. I just... don't care.
Life has kinda sucked lately.