life
a chill creeps over my skin as I see the truth, a chill that is hard to shake. I know what is to be and what can't be, at least not in this time or place. The chill turns to absolute cold, a cold so strong it brings nothing but sadness. What I thought I had found was not really there for me and is lost to me. I had finally found what I have been looking for only to lose it before I had it. Life is a cruel mistress, for she tempts you with your deepest desires, and steals them away right under your eyes.