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my away message for today:
today is the day i wish i had the guts to slit my throat and watch the blood drip down my throat and forget about all the people who i loved and who left me... so i think i will do all i can to become more deperessed so that i may achieve my goal.. and when i do no one will care but everyone will feel sad... but why? they never cared until it was all over... aand yet they will tell themsleves they did all they could so they will be able to sleep at nights.. well all i can say is good luck with that
outcome: i didn't try to become depressed i went out with a friend but was very close to where my ex worked and my friend went to talk to her... and omg i felt sooo sick all of a suden like i was going to die... i seriously haven't felt that sick since i didn't take my meds for like 3 days alongtime ago... and that seriously was just the icing to a suckass day... and i feel like shit and I have only two pills left... holy fucking shit... i have to go see sumone or me comitted to the hospital... but most likely i will just pretend everything is ok
today is the day i wish i had the guts to slit my throat and watch the blood drip down my throat and forget about all the people who i loved and who left me... so i think i will do all i can to become more deperessed so that i may achieve my goal.. and when i do no one will care but everyone will feel sad... but why? they never cared until it was all over... aand yet they will tell themsleves they did all they could so they will be able to sleep at nights.. well all i can say is good luck with that
outcome: i didn't try to become depressed i went out with a friend but was very close to where my ex worked and my friend went to talk to her... and omg i felt sooo sick all of a suden like i was going to die... i seriously haven't felt that sick since i didn't take my meds for like 3 days alongtime ago... and that seriously was just the icing to a suckass day... and i feel like shit and I have only two pills left... holy fucking shit... i have to go see sumone or me comitted to the hospital... but most likely i will just pretend everything is ok