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Im upset with myself and letting things affect me the way they do. The closer i step to my my dreams, they farther they become. Seems like i'll never reach them. Then again i don't have that many dreams. Everything is so vague for me right now. Everything is at this really bizarre point when it's only real when im asleep. Then again i might as well be dreaming coz the moment i wake up i snap into reality, and realize that my life is a living hell. If it wasn't for my band, i do not know what i would do to myself.