Apr 01, 2003 21:49
Well boys and girls, i have done it again. I have blow every single opportunity of been a succesful person. that is it i want out. i don't care anymore. im miserable, im poor, im dumb, im stupid, im a bad son, im a shame for human race, im not talented, im useless, my mom hates, my father hates, i hate myself, i don't trust anyone, no one cares about me,im alone, im hopeless. im a dumbass. i hate my life. i hate my family...
I JUST WANT OUT... i don't care where or why or how.. i just want out of this NOW.
I DESERVE TO BE FUCKING HAPPY FOR GOSH SAKES...20 YEARS OF MY LIFE HAS BEEN HELL FOR ME. AND EVERY CHANCE I HAD TO FIX THAT I JUST BLEW IT.
I can't even write a decend entry while been yell at, slap at, and humiliated at