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... I laughed at people when they say they will die alone. I laughed at people when they say they are sad. I laughed at people when they ignore me. My laugh is rotten. im dead inside. my biggest fear grow inside and eat me like cangrene(probably misspelled)Im tired of my self and im tired of my mind. im tired of all of this. Im the rejection saint for all of those who don't know my lovelife story. And if you don't, well too bad.
ok bullshit is over. that was some free writting. Just type whatever cross you mind. Im not really good at it. but whatever. Today was renassaice faire. It was fun. Hang out with melonija and her friend Ruth... who got to admit is just gorgeous. Anywho talk to some friend of ruth and lana. walk around had fun, got rejected bitch laugh about it. Then we went to drop ruth at her house and then came home. Im really tired now. My legs are in so much pain. I hate wehn i say this but... i wish i had talk to lauren.
So we are playing that show on the 29 on cuttler ridge or something, and i have no idea where that thing is...i think is really down south in miami so im pretty sure it will suck.
Im a horrible horrible human been. I don't believe the amounts of rejection im gettting. I think i lost my animal ken as well. i hate when all i have left is hope. I hope things get better for me soon. Because i don't know if i'll survive myself without going mad
ok bullshit is over. that was some free writting. Just type whatever cross you mind. Im not really good at it. but whatever. Today was renassaice faire. It was fun. Hang out with melonija and her friend Ruth... who got to admit is just gorgeous. Anywho talk to some friend of ruth and lana. walk around had fun, got rejected bitch laugh about it. Then we went to drop ruth at her house and then came home. Im really tired now. My legs are in so much pain. I hate wehn i say this but... i wish i had talk to lauren.
So we are playing that show on the 29 on cuttler ridge or something, and i have no idea where that thing is...i think is really down south in miami so im pretty sure it will suck.
Im a horrible horrible human been. I don't believe the amounts of rejection im gettting. I think i lost my animal ken as well. i hate when all i have left is hope. I hope things get better for me soon. Because i don't know if i'll survive myself without going mad