Thy shall save me from the damn
I would like to introduce you to my lair. My life just sucks bad right now. I mean I'm having the least fun the last week. Oncei spend it most with myself, which is not necesarly a bad thing. I have a lot of time to thing about stuff. But then again this is me, and my tendencies to overthink about things haven't help much. Hallmarktine day blows big time this year, and the year before and the year before,like all of the 20 years of my existance. It seems pointless a lday like that. The few times I've been in love with someone i end up crushed, broken, maily destroyed. So whats the point? It's not like anyone has come to me and do a valentine for me either. besides is all about the cards right, and im not going to enlarge harllmarks accounts. i think they are rich enough to leave me the fuck alone. 20 fucking years down the drain?..oh well i learn how to live without it ><. Did i mention i hate everything related to cars?? I hate cars, mechanics, junkyard and everything related. I hate money as well. It would be good to live in the middle ages, or in middle earth. That would rock big time. But that its just a fantasy.
I wanted to go to Ren-fest this year. But my friends got issues to settle this weekend so i guess it won't happen. Not my car has a flat tire and my mother is driving me nuts about it. I wish i had enough money to leave. But i stop wishing a while ago. I also stop beliving in a lot of things. i never believed in god, I stop beliving in people, i stop beliving in miracles, i stop beliving in aliens, i stop beliving destiny. I STOP BELIVING IN LOVE. I realize i have just lost my innocence. As long a person can keep their believes in love and miracles and people and things of this like, It won't matter how old the get. They will always have a part of that child innocence. I lost what was left of mine. I had become damned.
I am DAMNED.
I don't know if i can say that there is cure to this damnation. but im pretty certain there is one. It consist on three words. If said in the proper order from a person that do means such words, then i should believe again and recovered my lost innocence.
Thy shall save me from the damn
P.S. You should watch Final Fantasy:The spirit within. It's the most beutiful CGI movie i ever seen in my live. It's just perfect
I wanted to go to Ren-fest this year. But my friends got issues to settle this weekend so i guess it won't happen. Not my car has a flat tire and my mother is driving me nuts about it. I wish i had enough money to leave. But i stop wishing a while ago. I also stop beliving in a lot of things. i never believed in god, I stop beliving in people, i stop beliving in miracles, i stop beliving in aliens, i stop beliving destiny. I STOP BELIVING IN LOVE. I realize i have just lost my innocence. As long a person can keep their believes in love and miracles and people and things of this like, It won't matter how old the get. They will always have a part of that child innocence. I lost what was left of mine. I had become damned.
I am DAMNED.
I don't know if i can say that there is cure to this damnation. but im pretty certain there is one. It consist on three words. If said in the proper order from a person that do means such words, then i should believe again and recovered my lost innocence.
Thy shall save me from the damn
P.S. You should watch Final Fantasy:The spirit within. It's the most beutiful CGI movie i ever seen in my live. It's just perfect