damn

Sep 17, 2005 20:27

this sucks, i never knew that "love" and " Relations" would be real hard. i have this 2 girls and those that know me you guys know already. well this aida chick, well she freaking wants me, it all started it last year in 6th prd class. she was there and she was sad and me trying to be nice went over to try and cheer her up. well now she says that she loves me and that she dreams of me and stuff, at first i went " nah she'll get over me and becomes friends", but shit now she's like worse now. what i feel for her was built, i like her but not in that way. and vannessa, when i saw her i got this feeling inside me that made me feel so good. it made me happy when i was sad, even if she didnt say anything to me. but when she saw me and i saw her it made the feeling alot more stonger. now ive never felt that before and now that i have im curious. and she dosent want me to be with her, and now she is saying that she's gonna do some magic spell or some shit too her and something bad is gonna happend to her. shit i dont belive in this magic shit but she cant always carry a weapon or something and im afraid. i feel so helpless. now she is telling me, if you want her go and help her. its fucking freaking me out and she dosent kid around with this stuff. now im just gonna tell her everything. that i dont love her the way she loves me. i care for vannessa more. yes i care for aida too but only for her well being. i want vannessa and im going to tell her. i dont care what aida tells me she isnt gonna stop me from getting what i really choose. im not just gonna go for the easy choice.
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