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hey guys whats up!! its me!! yeah not that you care..:\anyway what I have been up to well on monday the 13th i went to a beastyboys concert. it was fun but meh i got beer thrown at me and it was smelly!! lolyea umm I chilled till thursday and then i went o a greenday concert that was bomb, and if you don't like greeday you can go to hell burn burn some more and then go back to hell...I like them a lot...always have always will
I been doing a lot of thinking latly, and its like..dude wtf am I doing, why am i so stessed out,..theres no reason for it...i mean I dirve home from work and i love the night just somethign about it gives me peace...but I just want to keep driving and never look back run away from all my broken dreams, all te people that have ever hurt me and just keep running, just go live else where..I mean BLAH!
theres this girl that I like a lot and stuff...but she just wnats to be freinds cuase i had sex with someone..omg look out its sex...we loved each other to a point...Imean sure its dissapated and we aren't together ok everyone fucks up everynow and then...but YOU cheated on me with a girl, and you say that what I did is far worse? how the hell am i supposed to know that you still have feelings for me? when we broke up you looked me in the eye and said you just ddn't love me anymore...I refused to belive that and I knew you still did but we driffted apart and then you com back me and michelle brake up and I tell you this because i care about YOU, and how would you have took it if I told you when we were together? huh you wouldn't have,...I was being thoughtfull.
Now you don't really wanna do anything but thats my fault because you cheated on me...anna, I honestly think that if you hadn't have done that we might have never broke up...maybe we would have but no for a lil while...I understand Im only 20 and I have maturing to do still but you as well have maturing to do,
I been thinking about her for a while no clue why..im getting a lil mad about it though..I mean how can you love someone that is so distant?...sigh I dunno
I WALK ALONE
I been doing a lot of thinking latly, and its like..dude wtf am I doing, why am i so stessed out,..theres no reason for it...i mean I dirve home from work and i love the night just somethign about it gives me peace...but I just want to keep driving and never look back run away from all my broken dreams, all te people that have ever hurt me and just keep running, just go live else where..I mean BLAH!
theres this girl that I like a lot and stuff...but she just wnats to be freinds cuase i had sex with someone..omg look out its sex...we loved each other to a point...Imean sure its dissapated and we aren't together ok everyone fucks up everynow and then...but YOU cheated on me with a girl, and you say that what I did is far worse? how the hell am i supposed to know that you still have feelings for me? when we broke up you looked me in the eye and said you just ddn't love me anymore...I refused to belive that and I knew you still did but we driffted apart and then you com back me and michelle brake up and I tell you this because i care about YOU, and how would you have took it if I told you when we were together? huh you wouldn't have,...I was being thoughtfull.
Now you don't really wanna do anything but thats my fault because you cheated on me...anna, I honestly think that if you hadn't have done that we might have never broke up...maybe we would have but no for a lil while...I understand Im only 20 and I have maturing to do still but you as well have maturing to do,
I been thinking about her for a while no clue why..im getting a lil mad about it though..I mean how can you love someone that is so distant?...sigh I dunno
I WALK ALONE