This year
will be over soon.
So much has happened.
It seemed to fly by. I don't mind that at all. But I feel like I'm always rushed. I hate it. There is so much to do, all the time. Its so overwhelming sometimes, I don't know how to handle it. Usually I end up writing some music, or some other form of escapism. I just want Senior year to be over with. I'm kind of scared about what the future holds for me, but I think ill be able to handle it. Ive the best girlfriend and friends that anyone could ask for. Now I just need to get my head straight. Hopefully I figure out what I'm doing soon.
Show tomorrow.
Im excited. I love playing shows. Not only that, but there are going to be a bunch of people there. Well, people said they were going anyway. I could careless if people go, I just want to play a show. I think I like playing shows more then going to them. Unless its a band I really like. Most of the time, I usually go to heavy shows. And that scene is just getting too crazy for me. Sure, I love the music. I always have. But people are so fucking ignorant, its almost like they don't even go to shows to listen to music anymore. They just go to prove themselves and start fights. I don't care who you are or what you do at shows. But heavy music started when a bunch of guys were sick of the ignorance of the society that surrounded them, so they formed a new kind of music. Something that actually stood for something. Needless to say, times have changed. Now when people go into the pit, they have to worry about 30 people jumping them if they hit someone? Thats so stupid. Im sick of ignorance, im sick of the whole "XhardcoreX" bullshit, and im just sick of people.
/end rant.
<3
So much has happened.
It seemed to fly by. I don't mind that at all. But I feel like I'm always rushed. I hate it. There is so much to do, all the time. Its so overwhelming sometimes, I don't know how to handle it. Usually I end up writing some music, or some other form of escapism. I just want Senior year to be over with. I'm kind of scared about what the future holds for me, but I think ill be able to handle it. Ive the best girlfriend and friends that anyone could ask for. Now I just need to get my head straight. Hopefully I figure out what I'm doing soon.
Show tomorrow.
Im excited. I love playing shows. Not only that, but there are going to be a bunch of people there. Well, people said they were going anyway. I could careless if people go, I just want to play a show. I think I like playing shows more then going to them. Unless its a band I really like. Most of the time, I usually go to heavy shows. And that scene is just getting too crazy for me. Sure, I love the music. I always have. But people are so fucking ignorant, its almost like they don't even go to shows to listen to music anymore. They just go to prove themselves and start fights. I don't care who you are or what you do at shows. But heavy music started when a bunch of guys were sick of the ignorance of the society that surrounded them, so they formed a new kind of music. Something that actually stood for something. Needless to say, times have changed. Now when people go into the pit, they have to worry about 30 people jumping them if they hit someone? Thats so stupid. Im sick of ignorance, im sick of the whole "XhardcoreX" bullshit, and im just sick of people.
/end rant.
<3