I want to be responsible when I grow up.
So, yesterday was a very good day for me. I received a check from the State Treasury office for almost three hundred bucks! I was very excited, because with this new business, I just never have any "play" money. I was thinking I would save that, add to it, and take a nice vacation at the end of the year.
But, no, because life sucks, and everything good that happens comes back with three times as bad, I found out that I owe $1,000.00 on my rent from 2 years ago. WTF? I looked through my records, and sure enough, I owe it. My fault. But, fuck, fuck, fuck, I am pissed.
I'm pissed at myself, I'm pissed at my landlady (even though it's not her fault), I'm pissed at my stupid, shitty, run down house, which I HATE.
Things had been going well. I was getting my bills paid off, then my car broke down 6 times in three months...6 TIMES! Then I had to buy a new dryer. So that pretty much ate into what little bit of money I had accumulated, but I still thought, ok, I will be fine.
Now this. I'm paying it all off today, because I don't want to get any further behind on it.
I am thankful I have a roof over my head when so many aren't fortunate enough to have even that.
But I'm still grumpy.
But, no, because life sucks, and everything good that happens comes back with three times as bad, I found out that I owe $1,000.00 on my rent from 2 years ago. WTF? I looked through my records, and sure enough, I owe it. My fault. But, fuck, fuck, fuck, I am pissed.
I'm pissed at myself, I'm pissed at my landlady (even though it's not her fault), I'm pissed at my stupid, shitty, run down house, which I HATE.
Things had been going well. I was getting my bills paid off, then my car broke down 6 times in three months...6 TIMES! Then I had to buy a new dryer. So that pretty much ate into what little bit of money I had accumulated, but I still thought, ok, I will be fine.
Now this. I'm paying it all off today, because I don't want to get any further behind on it.
I am thankful I have a roof over my head when so many aren't fortunate enough to have even that.
But I'm still grumpy.